But of course, where God is concerned, "please" means that I myself have nothing I am still holding back, nothing that I am saying God can not do, so, I will unload, hopefully one last time, and then God will bring about judgement and I can be free.I would be lying if I said its nothing personal, but well, it is not like I am aiming stuff at one person; it is just the way it has got to be.there is one person I do not want anywhere near me; the shop lady, the curio shop lady.And there is a person I do want near me, the girl with the 'arresting' face. Well, I said I saw her at the shop near Simonstown station, and she was in a red car, on the passenger side, with, presumably, her mom who was sending her out for cigarettes. She has a nose that I have only now realised is typical Afrikaner.Then there is... mmm, OK, the girl with the nail-biting thing at the Fish Hoek beach restaurant.And the two Castle girls.Anyone else, mmh, OK, the psychiatrist chick who was a final year student at UCT when we met at Valkenberg. Hey I had no idea I was immortal, and so was bent on self-destruction, and only wanted to do myself in, but she was very friendly. Like the nurse at Victoria hospital later. OK, so they both come.I have no idea if there is anyone else; OK, the model called June something.Well I think my harvest is complete for now.I really would like to leave, so I can come back later and kill people with great glee, yesss!Wonder how butt-head's mom is feeling at the moment, seeing as how I am teetering on the brink of homicidal destruction as far as her whole family and acquaintances as far as she is concerned .mmmh, maybe she does not even take me seriously, which should make things interesting. Or Nicky?. I would love to be a fly on the whole if they should ever sit down and discuss me again, I would really like to know if I am anything but a prig.
