BUT, when a woman, reading that you have ... said... you would have... liked... that it was her that was THE woman that is as yet left out, and, having her current life-state laid out as is, decides that she will override everything else you have written and come and ... steer you.. since you are such a bumbling idiot [and not, for example, the MOST intolerant and angry person that has ever lived] in the way that you should go so that she is comfortable in her current lifestyle and you are NOT;- well, that there is a female who wants you to suck her pussy while she gloats over you, for being such a... sucker, yes?
Now, the contemporary art chick decided to show up, yesterday, and maybe she did not really read everything, or maybe I did not really explain it the way uit should have been since I regard somethings as being obvious, but I will do so now, since I ...understand that most senses here have gone numb with terror so that people can not really piece together some things that ought to be ... in their minds.. if they hve followed what I have written.Thing is, I discover that everyone seems to want to take what they prefer out of my posts, and leave the real important parts out, so, better listen or pay attnetion here woman... women... because this is for me the last straw, ANY more such stupid assumptions will cost you your lives, and I will take my time doing the damaging:-
When I spoke about michael in that vision, I assumed it was self evident the link between the shawn michaels character and jacob;s ladder:
and the fact that he , michaels, was called Mr Wrestlemania because of the ladder match that he perfected.
What does that have to do with me? Or God?
Well, God showed up in the ladder scenario, showing the man jacob, who had 'left' his father and mother, in effect, a way to climb up and 'be like Him' at the top, and, well, It did not come to pass, although the guy was later called 'prince with God', israel.
With me, I did not have to so much climb as to just 'be', because I was born a prince already, and as I showed in my very long post of the other day, if God had NOT allowed certain unsavoury things to happen, if in effect He had not just stood by and let them happen without Him interfering, then I would have no idea just what I am, and i is this non-interfernce of His that first spiked me to anger, even though He is not averse day and night to let me know just what is going on and offer His comments, and stuff, most of which I take the wrong way, of course, sometimes with hilariously inappropriate results.
Like when I assumed that nicky?, butt-head's sister, was THE nicky? of the vision, and started looking for justification, and even had the holy spirit help out, just so that I could get to an edn of this, and, since she had harmed me, I assumed I had to take her daughter as well, but then, in the vision, the guy is standing in what is actualy a defensive stance, with his right hand hovering over his privates, meaning that he is NOT as permissive as that, to allow such a... dirty thing as having both mother and daughter as wife...
Meaning I would very much like to have the daughter of the woman with her come-to-church approach to me, and yeh, I said she is ugly, but her, lets face it, she would not look at herself in the mirror and say that she is da bomb, would she? Just as I scare myself when I look in the mirror, and do so with a lot of apprehension. No, she is not Miss World, but hey, she is easy on the eyes, and she has those sexy legs of hers that I am sure even her mother nocticed me notcicing so much that I could not even look at anything else as she walked by. so, hey, she is very welcome, but then, since technically she is NOT one of those I call, mine, those being already enough in number, she is very free to refucse, but she should doso befoe I figure out a way to get myself off this rut I am in, because then I would be too ... defensive... to allow anyone else but ... mine... in.
She must be, I assume, a virgin.
Then there are the five, with the presumptuous art lady in the forefront, someone that I am eying with a jaundiced eye, indeed.
And the other girl I met last, here at the library.
And the nicole kidman look alike.
And the girkl with the red hair, the kalk bay one, who, when I first met her, seemed to have artificial hair, and I wondered why anyone would choose to have hair like that, till it gradually dawned on me that she probably is naturally like that, which then makes her mode of thinking quite interesting, because unusual hair... even blonde... means that the person has some kind of difficulty in processing certain things that... normal people ... would take in their stride. Just my kind of person, because she is easy to tear out of the cramped world into my unusual one.
Then there is the very bright and very sexy chick who I first noticed as she was douing some kind of pacing-off outside the New Kings Hotel, and when she spoke, in a confident, and direct voice, I knew that behind all that was a person struggling hard to get ... along, because really 'cool' people do not speak so forthrightly, since they require other's approval, to blend in. Fuck the chick does not wear trousers, but short skirst and those stocking things, and we all know that that combo means there is a lot of interesting stuff down there she feels uncomfortable with., and which I LIKE as is.
Both chicks, the last two, showed up in ahurry past me as I sat with sydney yesterday, and they all seemed to know him.
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I need to get whole, and I need to get myself off my feet for a few days so that the sores cease to be an issue, and as long as I climb the fucking mountain, I am not going to get better. So, I am looking for a way out, and THEN we unleash the dragon, yessss!
I need to get whole, and I need to get myself off my feet for a few days so that the sores cease to be an issue, and as long as I climb the fucking mountain, I am not going to get better. So, I am looking for a way out, and THEN we unleash the dragon, yessss!
