Thursday, 20 December 2012

End in Sight

So, yesterday, while still at the library I complained to God that He seemed to be squeezing me to go in a certain direction because I was all of a sudden blind when it was necessary to finalise these things because the Alaska thing will start soon, and the women are still... short, see what I mean?
Well, He did not answer so I went to lunch at Happy Valley. There was this, "christmas lunch" for outsiders, and I was going to give it a miss but then one woman who works in the kitchen had said her daughter, a red-head, was coming to see her, and so I thought, well, this should be interesting, and so I went, right?
 She is... shapely... and when I complained loudly that it was a pity that good things should happen when I am not in the condition to... appreciate them... it so happened that she ended up standing just in front of me, and I got not only a close-up of her face, but also I saw when her eyes flashed up to my face and dropped that she was unused to attention and ... damn, she is sexy, and pretty, and ... well, you know, it took no magician to realise that there was SOMETHING behind my sudden loss of sight.
So, let me get it plain, to bothe the holy spirit and the other women who seem to think I will do an about turn and pick ... them.

I hate michele, and she dies, very soon.
Butt-head's mother is NOT in the picture, her life may very well be at risk if she plays mother hen, and I just might, out of spite, KILL her son.
Oh, and by the way, this will happen very soon




@!-12-2012
The motherhood thing has me so pissed off I have decided the ...
last woman will, even if she has kids of her own, even if they be girls,
LEAVE the girl for me.
I mean walk out of the child's life and be TOTALLY mine., without the option of bringing thje child with her.
Otherwise all this will just be an endless runaround, where I end up NOT knowing if the girl wants me or wants to have someone bring up her sprog with someone else, like michelle did, and also like butt-head's mom tried to do in a way.
More I think about HER, more I am inclined to do something... drastic!



I am laughing at myself

as I realise that the person or people that KNOW what I am up to are the OSC, namely, Nicky?
So, I say tyo that, FUCK, and I decide that as of NOW, the earth will begin to SHOW Who ia boss, and people start dying.

THEN I will deal with thede fools

So whst if the women are noy 39?