I went to kalk bay, to go up the mountain, but my stomach was growling, and so I went to see if tis guy I had made something for had sold anything and so, if I could have money to buy stuff, and as he had not, and I did not fancy going up the street where the red-head stays, I went up past olympia bakery but this guy who knows my obnoxious cousin called me, and asked me to help him with some... skulls... and frankly, as I sat there, watching the bevies of beauty pass by, and seeing that there were plenty of blondes, and the curious way the blondes speak directly to my libido, I realised that only forty of them for eternity would not be ... adequate... to let someone like me, with a memory that is like a computer that , once not focused on something, i.e., offline, would need to start at the beginning, rebooting and going over the basic questions, like 'why is this one here with me?' and I would say, "oh, because she reminded me of that other one that I killed but she is better because she did not disrespect me, and so, Ok, I will leave her be"...et.c.
So, I hesitated, and of course, it is also not to be ignored that this is, at the basic level, about race, because the ten initial women were never ignorant about respecting me despite the racial ...slurs... attendant on being black,and the others also followed suit, see?
However, God's take on it has been racial;-think September 18:Independence Day,[Zimbabwe got independence from colonial rule on April 18 1980] when I decided that no silly white woman will influence me ever, and then, think the fact that there are political connotations, with the undeniable fact that I came here on the day that people gathered to elect zuma as leader of the african national congress, and the fact that God showed me things that were basically designed to make me stare balefully at women, especially white women, and especially THIS irritationg woman butt-head's mom who never seemed to get int into her head that she was messing with the most lethal force in the world simply because she thought the fact that she is a mother of an idiot who pissed me off was more important than the fact that I will snuff her life off like a candle blown out int the WIND!
So, of course, the racial connotations can NOT be ignored, and the fact that all this would probably suit me better if I took the ... view... that if this is all about freedom from the colonial mentality that these assholes seem to have, I would have twenty-seven women with me, as I wipe off every other creature in the world aside from the remaining women in Europe, and of course, there would be twenty-five women and two virgins, and then I would end up with forty women and, at first encounter anyway, twenty seven virgins, since twenty-seven years was how long mandela was locked up, so I would have these women that I myself would unlock, and all in all I would have 67 women, which for me is enough to say to this world, while everything in hell is reduced to insensate dust, after as long as it takes, well, smell you later.
Also, it would be NICE to know that I am spending six or so years reducing women that are more than the fifteen I would be looking forward to if my demands are not met, by tomorrow-more later- to beneath my feet so that there is never again anyone who thinks black is inferior, and I do not have to kill anyone... which is likely to happen tomorrow onwards, since those that want to be with me would have ... finally... realised that they, like the song God gave me when I was distressed that Sunday, literally, "pour out for themselves" their wants, instead of going around looking mournful whan they are pissing me off by thinking that I will take any of their crap, like the stupid nicky? did when she drove past me, and that silly blonde art woman whan she goes around siging, thinking that THAT will excuse her insulting the MOST powerful being in the whole of creation because she decides she knows better than me what should be done, and how it should be done.
Silly idiot, if nothing has changed by the time I get to the library tomorrow , to sit and post, then I solemnly and irrevocably swear that not only am I going to literally strangle you the next time I see you, but all those I initially promised to kill with my bare hands will die as I said, because you would have shown me that beneath all that flipping walking about, all you care about is a chance to get to reap the rewards of being with me, but despise me the same way that those I hated despise me, in which case, I would take it that then, if it is THAT difficult to get women to come to mys side, I would have to be content with straining the whole of what remains of Europe for only 15 more women, and then everything is destroyed.
As I said, if by the time I get to the library tomorrow NOTHING has changed, then I tell you, it will proceed as I initially said it would, only worse, because, as I said, "I am the LORD, the God of All Flesh, is there ANYTHING too hard for ME?"
Well, the power is yours, and we shall see just how you all want it, yes?
Oh, and by the way, yeah, it WAS from God, all that about Vidkun Quisling, and the Stop Drinking vision , because after I had written it, I wanted for some time to include something I had forgotten, and that was the fact that my only sister who is NOT my father's and who, ironically he loves more than any other of his kids, even though he was cuckoodled by my mother, then was seen looking rather cross my way.
This is presumably, since, the fact that there is no mutual fatherhood between us, there then is no holiness in her, and the only one I know who has no deep seated cleanliness is the... annoying... blonde chick from the contemporary art setup, and indeed, I have become so very pissed off with her that I am thinking that I will have to end up killing her anyway,because there is NO excuse for THAT kind of disrespect from a woman who ought to know that I am a black ma, and in my culture women generally show men respect, unless they have gone 'skinless' like white people,who have no shame.
So, it stands as is, the two women in the Stop Drinking vision that are mother and daughter, and only ONE of who is acceptable, and this other.. irritating woman.
either there is a change there or INDEED, I am killing people.
So, I hesitated, and of course, it is also not to be ignored that this is, at the basic level, about race, because the ten initial women were never ignorant about respecting me despite the racial ...slurs... attendant on being black,and the others also followed suit, see?
However, God's take on it has been racial;-think September 18:Independence Day,[Zimbabwe got independence from colonial rule on April 18 1980] when I decided that no silly white woman will influence me ever, and then, think the fact that there are political connotations, with the undeniable fact that I came here on the day that people gathered to elect zuma as leader of the african national congress, and the fact that God showed me things that were basically designed to make me stare balefully at women, especially white women, and especially THIS irritationg woman butt-head's mom who never seemed to get int into her head that she was messing with the most lethal force in the world simply because she thought the fact that she is a mother of an idiot who pissed me off was more important than the fact that I will snuff her life off like a candle blown out int the WIND!
So, of course, the racial connotations can NOT be ignored, and the fact that all this would probably suit me better if I took the ... view... that if this is all about freedom from the colonial mentality that these assholes seem to have, I would have twenty-seven women with me, as I wipe off every other creature in the world aside from the remaining women in Europe, and of course, there would be twenty-five women and two virgins, and then I would end up with forty women and, at first encounter anyway, twenty seven virgins, since twenty-seven years was how long mandela was locked up, so I would have these women that I myself would unlock, and all in all I would have 67 women, which for me is enough to say to this world, while everything in hell is reduced to insensate dust, after as long as it takes, well, smell you later.
Also, it would be NICE to know that I am spending six or so years reducing women that are more than the fifteen I would be looking forward to if my demands are not met, by tomorrow-more later- to beneath my feet so that there is never again anyone who thinks black is inferior, and I do not have to kill anyone... which is likely to happen tomorrow onwards, since those that want to be with me would have ... finally... realised that they, like the song God gave me when I was distressed that Sunday, literally, "pour out for themselves" their wants, instead of going around looking mournful whan they are pissing me off by thinking that I will take any of their crap, like the stupid nicky? did when she drove past me, and that silly blonde art woman whan she goes around siging, thinking that THAT will excuse her insulting the MOST powerful being in the whole of creation because she decides she knows better than me what should be done, and how it should be done.
Silly idiot, if nothing has changed by the time I get to the library tomorrow , to sit and post, then I solemnly and irrevocably swear that not only am I going to literally strangle you the next time I see you, but all those I initially promised to kill with my bare hands will die as I said, because you would have shown me that beneath all that flipping walking about, all you care about is a chance to get to reap the rewards of being with me, but despise me the same way that those I hated despise me, in which case, I would take it that then, if it is THAT difficult to get women to come to mys side, I would have to be content with straining the whole of what remains of Europe for only 15 more women, and then everything is destroyed.
As I said, if by the time I get to the library tomorrow NOTHING has changed, then I tell you, it will proceed as I initially said it would, only worse, because, as I said, "I am the LORD, the God of All Flesh, is there ANYTHING too hard for ME?"
Well, the power is yours, and we shall see just how you all want it, yes?
Oh, and by the way, yeah, it WAS from God, all that about Vidkun Quisling, and the Stop Drinking vision , because after I had written it, I wanted for some time to include something I had forgotten, and that was the fact that my only sister who is NOT my father's and who, ironically he loves more than any other of his kids, even though he was cuckoodled by my mother, then was seen looking rather cross my way.
This is presumably, since, the fact that there is no mutual fatherhood between us, there then is no holiness in her, and the only one I know who has no deep seated cleanliness is the... annoying... blonde chick from the contemporary art setup, and indeed, I have become so very pissed off with her that I am thinking that I will have to end up killing her anyway,because there is NO excuse for THAT kind of disrespect from a woman who ought to know that I am a black ma, and in my culture women generally show men respect, unless they have gone 'skinless' like white people,who have no shame.
So, it stands as is, the two women in the Stop Drinking vision that are mother and daughter, and only ONE of who is acceptable, and this other.. irritating woman.
either there is a change there or INDEED, I am killing people.
