And obviously
I hate THIS Part.
we ready fir play
... if are girls we have enuffest
(do not need pussies like those.)
Now, I went to the Simonstown library like I said, and afterwards I went and exhibited myself a bit, but no one took much notice, and so, I went back to the workshop, and after a while this Happy Valley lady walks by, and I seize the excuse to stretch my legs a bit and walk her up to the shelter, carrying her bag, and when we get there, I take another opportunity to be an 'ambassador of goodwill' and offer the manager my condolences for the passing away of her husband, and then, as I was about to depart, I ask her, casually if she still remembers when the crazy white man tried to have me deported, and she says yes, and yet, when I ask if she remembers the woman the guy was with the first time, she says she can not;- after all, it has been almost a year, and anyway, she is almost definite it WAS a man alone.
I walk away disconsolate, because I want neat and precise bundles, and anyway, I remember that she did say 'this nicky? person'... and all I wanted was a description, just so that I could tie the sister to the crime... and thus ignore the visions, because I am VERY skeptical of having a woman who did me wrong doing the judas bit and 'forsaking all' for me.
Fuck, bitch WAS there, so she deserves to die, like I WILL kill her brother, her friend and her friend's brother.
The males DID confront me/ we had a confrontation, so it is IMMUTABLE that they die, but the woman, her friend; she actively pursued me when I was clearly fending her off, and tried to fob her daughter off on me.
Fine, I take over the responsibility for the daughter, and I will KILL the daughter, and leave her with no burdens. THEN i will kill her mother... out of spite... just to hit her where it hurts, so she can end up having to stand on her own feet and be RESPONSIBLE. then I will kill HER... maybe after I have come back, just to let her stew, starve and generally be miserable and know that she can have the shelter she craves, but there is no arguing with the stomach. As she watched me daily walk up and down, so will she have to struggle under my pitiless eyes, and know such agony, such unending pain, that even if she were to die, she would know that she must STILL count the days till her torment ends.
YESSSSS!
But as for nicky?, fuck, she has THESE things against her:-
1) She spoke against me
2)She then chose to appeal to me when she was with her brother by leaning towards me
3)I saw visions of her
4) She is beautiful.
The first three I can kill her for, but the last is not that much of a problem, because I do not like ugly women to begin with, but you see, what I think is she thinks i have sleepless nights over her, when the major REASON I even bother ism because God gives me puzzles and I try them out on people to see which gets the response that God promised would come;- I really do not give a FUCK about people.
frankly I would like to kill everyone, because I neither appreciate nor need anyone who thinks I owe her anything, because, if ANYONE has been paying attention, everyone owes me for the O2 they are taking in, and almost 7 billion of you are using up something I will be glad to deprive you of, and will so do.
Now, I have to deal with THIS, this bullshit, because I have to decide if I need the hassle of having, possibly, a person who will think I am hoity-toity, putting on airs when I just killed her brother and she will do the underhand thing and possibly knife me when I sleep, OR, I just kill her with michelle, and get it over with because I do not have to answer to anyone, EVERYONE will answer to ME, not the other way around.
So, what the fuck do I have to have that asshole of a bitch around for?
Well, she could have been useful providing a place for me, but then, i hate her already, and know that everything, no matter how grim for me, WILL have an end point, so I just store my rage and then dish it out when I feel like it, when everything is in my control.
Same goes for the 'do-not-touch-my-kids' mother also.
Now, why therefore do I have to have this bothering me now. NO, I hate that, Father, I fucking hate it. I will NOT be swayed from my path by a bunch of self-important pussies who think I suck op to them because there is a bone in me that bends, because they think I NEED something from them. I reject them out of hand, and I want to see them only when their heads are about to roll off their heads.
I want NOTHING from them, no, no way. I would rather drink poison every day of my life than be in any way beholden to that bunch of spiteful, pitiful assholes.
I want them DEAD, DEAD, DEAD.
Now, You showed that vision to me, or did You? I do not know, but I do KNOW that all I have done so far was because of visions and signs from You, because if You had not said anything, I would not have ever stirred anywhere anyway, and so I have learned to trust Your judgement more than my own eyes, because You said, "the soul that is puffed up is not upright, but the just shall live by his faith", and now, I do not have a clear idea what I hope for, except that at the moment I need an isolated place to flee for a while from public scrutiny as soon as the darkness descends, and while I know You are never wrong, and have learned NOT to mistrust You, I want this very CLEARLY broadcast to these people:-
I HATE THEM, ALL OF THEM, and would be VERY GLAD if they gave me the slightest chance to kill them, because I ITCH to do just that.
I wash my hands of this affair, and look to YOU, because I will have no part of this, I will NOT be a party to this, no way!
Of course, I hope michelle takes this as a green light for her to come along as well, because THEN she will see just how flexible I am, just how... 'merciful'! YESSS
I walk away disconsolate, because I want neat and precise bundles, and anyway, I remember that she did say 'this nicky? person'... and all I wanted was a description, just so that I could tie the sister to the crime... and thus ignore the visions, because I am VERY skeptical of having a woman who did me wrong doing the judas bit and 'forsaking all' for me.
Fuck, bitch WAS there, so she deserves to die, like I WILL kill her brother, her friend and her friend's brother.
The males DID confront me/ we had a confrontation, so it is IMMUTABLE that they die, but the woman, her friend; she actively pursued me when I was clearly fending her off, and tried to fob her daughter off on me.
Fine, I take over the responsibility for the daughter, and I will KILL the daughter, and leave her with no burdens. THEN i will kill her mother... out of spite... just to hit her where it hurts, so she can end up having to stand on her own feet and be RESPONSIBLE. then I will kill HER... maybe after I have come back, just to let her stew, starve and generally be miserable and know that she can have the shelter she craves, but there is no arguing with the stomach. As she watched me daily walk up and down, so will she have to struggle under my pitiless eyes, and know such agony, such unending pain, that even if she were to die, she would know that she must STILL count the days till her torment ends.
YESSSSS!
But as for nicky?, fuck, she has THESE things against her:-
1) She spoke against me
2)She then chose to appeal to me when she was with her brother by leaning towards me
3)I saw visions of her
4) She is beautiful.
The first three I can kill her for, but the last is not that much of a problem, because I do not like ugly women to begin with, but you see, what I think is she thinks i have sleepless nights over her, when the major REASON I even bother ism because God gives me puzzles and I try them out on people to see which gets the response that God promised would come;- I really do not give a FUCK about people.
frankly I would like to kill everyone, because I neither appreciate nor need anyone who thinks I owe her anything, because, if ANYONE has been paying attention, everyone owes me for the O2 they are taking in, and almost 7 billion of you are using up something I will be glad to deprive you of, and will so do.
Now, I have to deal with THIS, this bullshit, because I have to decide if I need the hassle of having, possibly, a person who will think I am hoity-toity, putting on airs when I just killed her brother and she will do the underhand thing and possibly knife me when I sleep, OR, I just kill her with michelle, and get it over with because I do not have to answer to anyone, EVERYONE will answer to ME, not the other way around.
So, what the fuck do I have to have that asshole of a bitch around for?
Well, she could have been useful providing a place for me, but then, i hate her already, and know that everything, no matter how grim for me, WILL have an end point, so I just store my rage and then dish it out when I feel like it, when everything is in my control.
Same goes for the 'do-not-touch-my-kids' mother also.
Now, why therefore do I have to have this bothering me now. NO, I hate that, Father, I fucking hate it. I will NOT be swayed from my path by a bunch of self-important pussies who think I suck op to them because there is a bone in me that bends, because they think I NEED something from them. I reject them out of hand, and I want to see them only when their heads are about to roll off their heads.
I want NOTHING from them, no, no way. I would rather drink poison every day of my life than be in any way beholden to that bunch of spiteful, pitiful assholes.
I want them DEAD, DEAD, DEAD.
Now, You showed that vision to me, or did You? I do not know, but I do KNOW that all I have done so far was because of visions and signs from You, because if You had not said anything, I would not have ever stirred anywhere anyway, and so I have learned to trust Your judgement more than my own eyes, because You said, "the soul that is puffed up is not upright, but the just shall live by his faith", and now, I do not have a clear idea what I hope for, except that at the moment I need an isolated place to flee for a while from public scrutiny as soon as the darkness descends, and while I know You are never wrong, and have learned NOT to mistrust You, I want this very CLEARLY broadcast to these people:-
I HATE THEM, ALL OF THEM, and would be VERY GLAD if they gave me the slightest chance to kill them, because I ITCH to do just that.
I wash my hands of this affair, and look to YOU, because I will have no part of this, I will NOT be a party to this, no way!
Of course, I hope michelle takes this as a green light for her to come along as well, because THEN she will see just how flexible I am, just how... 'merciful'! YESSS
we are the ruffest
why not try the baddest!
FOOLS!
This is a AKwhy not try the baddest!
FOOLS!
we ready fir play
... if are girls we have enuffest
(do not need pussies like those.)
