This morning I had seen a TV show about some Xhosa people at the beach in the Khayelitsha area, and I just got MAD, and decided I would have to spoil everyone's fun, then later I thought about the Capricorn girl, and knew that I would not do it, because God does not listen to something to which I am not fully committed, so He will not grant that.
Which is why I am still here, because I have not made up my mind about things, as anyone can see, meaning ... no one has, sweetened things for me to avoid going extreme.
Tattered picture book
was a photograph she took
years ago
Secret memories in... mind
Meaning I am waiting till either I get very frustrated, or somone turns away my anger a bit, which is proving rather more and more difficult because I have decided that, for example, the least thing I said I would do to butt-head IS what I will do. He gets to learn to walk again, or I kill him, but whichever, I am not putting limits to myself anymore about a hands-on approach to EVERYTHING, because, as in this case, the time when I could have been swayed is long gone. I am just roaring mad, and I WILL get even, with that asshole, as well as with michelle, because I have carried this too long, and I WILL have satisfaction.
Assholes both tried to have me deported, so I will do something to both of them to make them homeless at least , on this earth, because they DARED insult me
