Answer:- complete inability to let bygones be bygones.I guess that anytime I put God first and say things about what He meant, I always sell myself short.
The thing is I have such a view of people that the least thing that upsets me carries on upsetting me so that I can not forget it, and while it may seem small, to me it is quite this way; it should not have happened to begin with!!Like my mother trying to kill me as a child-- it showed what she thought of me.
Or Obama belittling me--- for that reason everything about America will be destroyed and even the dust of the land I will scatter to the four winds.
I wanted to get my fangs on the bastard FIRST [and he IS a bastard], but then, here is little butt-head, not heeding my call to go far away the little fish, and I will therefore have to start with HIM, and work my way through his whole family, till not a single person who has even breathed the same air as him is left alive, because...get this, God did prophesy,
of the increase of his government there shall be no end.Instead of him letting my anger be... deflected BEFORE I mangle people as well as him, the cretin is making sure that a lot of people go DOWN with him.
Fine, so be it!