I am not out to be a surrogate father, or to be anyone's good guy.
as things stand, I was having this talk with this guy during the day and it became crystal clear to me why some... women think I actually NEED them to exist, to get anything done.
No, I will not have anything to do with a woman who wants to push her brood on me, as if to say, 'if you want me you must be able to look after my kids as well'
Well, I have this to say to that:My world My rules, can't handle them? get out of my face. And do not bother bringing up the matter of your children with me, because I am NOT interested in whatever happened in your past, disagreeable to me, repugnant as the thought is.I have this further to say to those who will have me look after their kids:
I spoke of the woman who came to the beach, who left the man she was with, and, without holding on to the kids, led them out of my way, till I was satisfied and turned my back on her, and then SHE turned and ran to the other side of the wall separating the beach and the parking lot, and as I passed, deliberately turned HER back on me, and then turned to face me, with the kids someways away from her, near the car... all this happening eerily quietly.
And then, after she had stared at me and sort of backed down, she spoke in soft Afrikaans to the kids who were crouched in front of me, and they got up and ran off, talking excitedly.
Now, this was the FIRST time I ever knew myself to be capable of having an... influence over people, and what amazes me is not that she recognised it, but rather, that the simple truth is there plain for all to see.
I am a terrifying person, out to invoke terror and mayhem, and cause sorrow and grief untold, and the lady understood instantly that trying to get anywhere NEAR me while she had the kids hanging onto her, or the guy with her, would make me angry, and so she parted from the guy, and parted from the children, and then sought my attention.
Now, if SHE, who never heard me speak at all, could READ me so easily, who the fuck is anyone else to want to make me act like the pacifier?
Whatever kids whoever has, I do not care about, nor will I be bothered with them. One gets me VERY mad, like Michelle did, to try to make me into a substitute father because she sees how...useful I can be in that department.
if none of the other women think fit to come to me, I will depart these shores with the ten who are worth it, and THEN come back to deal with those who would have slighted me by thinking how useful I could have been as a pram!
The chorus goes:
Siya iripo hoko yarohwa kare
Siya iripo hoko yechirangano
hoko yechirangano
hoko mucherechedzo
hona mucheredzei
hoko yarohwa kare
hoko yechitenderano
hoko chitenderano
hoko yeah yeah
hoko yechirangano
hoko ine ropa
hoko yarohwa kare
siya iripo hoko yarohwa kare
Leave it be the 'peg' that has was pegged long past
leave it be the peg of agreement
the peg of agreement
the peg that is symbolic
notice the peg
the peg put long time ago
the peg of promise
the peg, the promise
the peg, yea, yea
the peg of agreement
the PEG WITH BLOOD
the peg put down a long time ago
leave it be the secure peg planted long ago
Clear enough for you?
the English goes: because of the blood that was spilled, no one must ever temper with the...hoko.
well, blood WILL be spilled.
