I thought he was mistaken, but the more I try to get... involved... in people's lives, the more I realise, quite plainly, that whatever happens to anyone would not really affect me at all, that I really do not lose sleep over anyone, that the Only One I am busy following is God Himself, because He fascinates me.
Which is why it makes no sense for anyone to think the day will come when I suddenly say..."Oh, sorry, I was busy elsewhere, now I have time for you, to really concentrate on you, and spend a lot of energy and time to make you happy".
Never gonna happen, since technically, I am just...irritated by everyone, especially by women.
Like the little fool who decided that, as soon as she found out I had no need for her; she would make me suffer for her ex's damaging her, and also make it her business to humble me, AND saddling me with her daughter, so that I would have three burdens thrust on me: nursemaid, lackey, whipping boy!
Funny thing that made me wonder whether her FRIEND was herself a mother was the fact that she would not show up on her own when she decided to make herself known to me, which is why I was curious about whether HER mother was also called Nicky?... and which is why I have decided that, if push comes to shove, I just throw away both mother and daughter, put the rock before the tomb by killing her son/brother, and waltz out of the place with girls hanging from each arm... and get many more!
I am what I am, and fuck it, I am NOT anyone's plaything ,or anyone else's babysitter!
The women should just decide what they want, and then I put the seal on it all, because sometimes, no answer is a very eloquent answer.
