Still not love none of dem whores
Still I got a lot of fine ladies at my dispose...
That is how some of Sean Paul's opening lyrics go, and yesterday, after my ...pathetic... lustful post, I was laughing at how I must appear to someone reading it
A person who never outgrew a certain woman?
Yeah, right!
But the ANGER released there was what made me decided on the course of action that I have taken now, because the woman, whose heart I clearly, clinically dissected and laid bare, decided that she was more afraid of my mother, whose... influence...[supposedly] over me was probably very... pronounced.
And she got an enemy for life from me, because from that time I wanted a woman...or women... with no inferiority complex whatever, who would LOOK UP to me, and there would be no other person that she would say, "Ok, so you did really SEE that I am interested in you, but you see, there is the matter of..."
Which is why I have decided, after thinking things through, to dump the Jordanian girl, because of her obvious feelings of vulnerability... which is why I have focused exclusively on white chicks.
I have also decided to include the following... read into THAT what you will...A girl called Carol and her sister, whom I both met for a while at the Simonstown library.Me and Carol used to wait outside together for the library to open, and let me tell you, she was so interested completely in telling anyone who would listen about what was going on in her life, and then, after the intro of my ...voice...I met her at the Fish Hoek library, with her sister [who must have two kids, I think, while Carol herself has none] and she said something that made me realise that she had paid attention to some of the things I had dribbled into the conversation, and I have decided to take them both.
About the kids...well, let me put it this way, I am technically a bully who has an ever increasing power over the world...I have tried to change i; I was running away yesterday because I was certain God would not let me have my way, till He said to me soberly last night, "look in My eyes", and I had to concede that He has no problem enforcing His will, as long as I am having what I want.
So the flood is definitely on.
So, since someone irritated me by saying that a prince is a burden on the taxpayer, then the kids will be supported by the state... if they are males, at the end they will die [I am NOT stupid], but if they are females, they MAY live, depending on how I am disposed towards them.
Then there is this mother and daughter combo.
She is slim, the daughter, and not much down there, but her face! Let me put it this way, a blonde chick, usually has this...take-me-straight-to-bed appeal that gets me to want to have and keep her, and I have never seen a more arresting face.
They walked past the shop yesterday, and I remembered the first time I had seen them both, as the girl got out of the car at the shops near the train station,and I was caught up by her face, and that...melting thing happened, like the erosion of all good resolutions, or a drunk's will to be a teetotaller in the face of his favourite beverage!
Then there was also another blonde, also with the same type of long hair...[uh, God will have to help out here, because I have nothing much to describe her with] who came to the Fish Hoek library before opening and I stared, and she was the type I wanted to keep around.
Funny thing, as she stood there and I looked straight into her face, she was unfazed... well someone else may have thought me rude, but I was just appreciating her beauty, and the jeans...FUCK, I see her face before me but what can I say?
Now, that said, I CAN still unleash unmitigated violence, and take my revenge on people who looked 'down' on me.
Or thought someone else's opinion mattered more because the people were more...weighted...that I am.
If you have the script now the game done changed
...
Worlwide, yeah it aint been the same!
YESSS!
