It HAS been established, especially when I tried seriously and repeatedly, to die, and discovered that what He had said about adding fifteen years to my life was quite a fact, and I tried from then on to find out what He thought about me by evaluating the... content... of the visions; that God as I found Him, means even the slightest word He says.
Of late, I have been looking at this... 'government...' thing, and when I finally gave the ...helper... the boot because I was fed up with interference, I could not SAY that I had quite gotten to the meaning of the THOR vision, because if His intention towards me is for MY good then the thing that matters the most to me should matter to Him also; that I NOT be humiliated, nor do nothing about it when I am angered by such actions.
THIS is the reason why I have evolved gradually into the angriest person alive, and the only one fit to take the crown and RULE over you all.
When God said, "Government Thor: Cape Flats", I did a lot of assuming, because always I am curious about what He means, and it has emerged that the thing that motivates me to act is this:- the thing that is FOREMOST and MOST important is my ego, my pride.
NO ONE steps on me and walks away like i am just anything and anybody.
It has taken me this long to even acknowledge that i have always rated myself better than anything and anyone alive, or ever been, on this planet, and I allow NOTHING to stand in my way when anyone does even the least thing to make me ... upset.
now it turns out that I am about to have ALL the power at my disposal to deal with anyone the way I wish, and THAT should make the whole earth tremble, because I tend to really not give a damn about others' feelings no matter who it is.
I repeat
NO MATTER WHO
Now, at first, I thought that, if it was just about me and the...helper... then He would have said, "Government Thor: Cape Flat", but because He said, "Flats", then it means that whatever or whoever is involved is in the plural, and is, by inference, in Cape Town.That is why I wrote the last post specifically for the nerds/ fools in the OSC in Simonstown, showing that I am really NOT giving any of them any breathing room, but I will KILL, simply because, immaterial or comic as it may appear, somebody DARED challenge me, and thus made certain I got seriously angry, and decided to make them pay.
I think that is quite succinct, yes?
I discovered something about myself today as I rode the train, getting fed up more and more with everything and everybody around me from morning till now;- I am quite intolerant of women of any race except white women, not because they are better, but because they come from a culture where there is more to life than just conforming. I have found some women quite adventurous, not so given to spending as much time worrying about the fake hair, fake lips and fake eyelashes (though ironically THAT started among THEM) as the other peoples are, and less rigid in their social structure.
i can not ever again look at any other type of woman and even want to have anything to do with her, because i would be even bitterer than I am now.
besides, I have to acknowledge that I hate the spontaneity of speaking my own language or any ethnic language to one who understands it, not because they are inferior, but because one does not develop a rigid social structure without creating a deep-seated speech pattern laced with stinging insults and belittling modes of speech.
I find English a language of people who were doers, not those who sat on their asses and felt superior, and that is why I would rather not hear my own language spoken around me:- That and the memories.
I mean, only a fool would want to torture himself when he can walk away.
So, it is official:- I will take the white women, NOW, that I have selected,and more, preferably BEFORE they all change colour or die of cold... ha ha
Like the one here in Claremont, or maybe she was coming from the train station or the bus stop while working at the close with the Taxi Association buildings?The one in the blue long skirt who smiled at my antics with the puppy.
The one who spoke to me outside the Fish Hoek library? wonder if she was aware how her sitting down so... bizzarely... showed what she was thinking as clearly as if she had said it?Plus, she has a daughter.PLUS PLUS!
The one who asked about the beading when me and francis were at the art-shop, as she pushed her perambulator?
i can not ever again look at any other type of woman and even want to have anything to do with her, because i would be even bitterer than I am now.
besides, I have to acknowledge that I hate the spontaneity of speaking my own language or any ethnic language to one who understands it, not because they are inferior, but because one does not develop a rigid social structure without creating a deep-seated speech pattern laced with stinging insults and belittling modes of speech.
I find English a language of people who were doers, not those who sat on their asses and felt superior, and that is why I would rather not hear my own language spoken around me:- That and the memories.
I mean, only a fool would want to torture himself when he can walk away.
So, it is official:- I will take the white women, NOW, that I have selected,and more, preferably BEFORE they all change colour or die of cold... ha ha
Like the one here in Claremont, or maybe she was coming from the train station or the bus stop while working at the close with the Taxi Association buildings?The one in the blue long skirt who smiled at my antics with the puppy.
The one who spoke to me outside the Fish Hoek library? wonder if she was aware how her sitting down so... bizzarely... showed what she was thinking as clearly as if she had said it?Plus, she has a daughter.PLUS PLUS!
The one who asked about the beading when me and francis were at the art-shop, as she pushed her perambulator?
The girl who bought the key-ring and did not wait for change; the blonde with her colourless family?
