Wednesday, 30 January 2013

I am forgetting myself... see?

God said "can a leopard change its spots? Nor can a black man change his skin"...well, I KNOW its there somewhere, I just do not have the kind of recall that the biblical passage quoters have.Mine is a kind of 'fuzzy-logic' memory thing.
Anyway, where was I?
yes, I am a black man, who can not change his skin, nor is he willing to, but I would like to try it out to see if people can not REALLY change from black to some other colour.
But that is beside the point.
this morning, I walked to Simonstown like normal, and I felt sick, sick of all this run-around.
there is more to life and living than just being... alive, and lustful, or such.
i mean, I would end up...
fuck all that, what I am saying is that I am looking for trouble, have always been and will always so do. As long as a single person remains alive that I do not want alive, I will be restless, and angry, because i am not keen on compromise.
fuck, whatever happens, I WILL kill butt-head, and faggot-face, because I will always chaff about it otherwise.
And I WILL kill michelle, and her daughter, at least, for the simple reason that she belitled me because of the daughter, and so i will destroy the mark of my humiliation, and then go away, come back and kill the bitch.
nicky? is nothing to me, and I will just try to turn the screws on her and cause her anguish, because I do not forget nor forgive, and so, if ... and that is a big IF... I let her live, i will be making her suffer each and every day.
The other sister is... another story... I have no info on her that much, so I will deal with her properly when I know more.
but as for the MOTHER, hah ha!
Now there is a person that really pisses me off.
maybe she thought i wanted to win her over, or some such thing, or that I was interested in having her have her way and her give me... what?... in exchange.
Fuck, I  am likely to kill of her whole family NOW just to spite her, and then leave her grieve, then go brood about it and come back later and kill HER... horribly.
maybe she thought I could be swayed. nuh, I am ME a rock, the ... HARDEST being on the planet. Appeal to my... softer nature... and all you get are stones too difficult to swallow.
I suppose she thought she would be able to bargain for others' lives with her own life secure, but she does not appreciate the grim reality:- that she OWES me her continued existence, just like everyone else, and for her interference she has made me markedly dis-pleased with her.
And I KILL those I am displeased with.
No exceptions.
Tell you what, mrs/ms whatever, I AM going to kill your son, that you love so much you risked incurring MY anger so you could rescue him, AND I will kill your stuck up daughter you always trailed up and down to be with.THEN I will focus on you, and you will see me face to face and answer my questions before your life here comes to an end, but all that will be after I destroy everything you thought gave you a right to... entangle with me, you little none-such!

I am what I am, an unforgiving relentless judgement machine, and everyone continues living only IF I say so.
expect NO concessions, regardless of colour or creed, because I NEVER negotiate, nor accept someone else's point of view as being valid.
In short, I dictate, and people follow or get destroyed.
SO, this is what will happen.
If I called for a water wave to swallow up Khayelitsha and Harare, people would call it a natural phenomenon, so instead there will be,  as soon as the whole Southern Hemisphere is plunged in darkness, a HEAT-wave rising from the earth that will consume all the area from Khayelitsha, Harare, Mitchell's plain and Capricorn, and no one living in the whole area will escape alive, but will perish, and the bodies never found because there will be a sudden quake, a splitting of the earth and everything will be buried.
I can not, obviously, allow capricorn, the scene of some of my humiliatio, to remain in existence. Obviously, neither can I allow Strand to remain also, so thw WHOLE of Strand and Gordon's Bay, including the ' locations' therein all the way from Zola, Nomzamo, Lwandle to Sir Lowry's pass village... will have to suffer simultaneously the same fate as Khayelitsha and harare.
THEN I can depart in a sort of peace. TILL I come again, to wreak greater havoc.
I am the LORD of the earth.



And I just love pyrotechnics... eh, fire works, so expect to see LOTS of it, if you are unfortunate enough to be alive when it happens.
the term 'unfortunate' is relative here, because if you are dead, you will be burning, yes?
So, either way, expect things to get more than a little warm, and for retribution to be multiplied a million times, then dished out so that you chalice runneth over,scorching hot.YESSS!





I, I bring the fire
make you come alive
I can take it higher
what this is, forgot
i must now remind you
so let it rock, let it rock,
just let it rock
it rock, let it rock,
just let it rock