Keep it Real...

What pisses me off most is ... this:- after years buried in books and movies, I went out into the "real' world and of all things, found out that the things that took my interest so much were pretty much artificial, and that got me ... mad.
thought I would have to 'change' my attitude to fit in, but found myself so... inflexible. I mean, I have to ask someone just "why, oh why, do you apply makeup, or use hair extensions or flirt when you are 'committed' to someone else, or pretend to like me when you cringe everytime you see me, are you taking me for a fool?", because you see, I like to be based 100% in reality, and have things speak for themselves.
Which is why I do not take kindly to be taken for a fool, or 'bribed', by someone who does not have the guts to say what she wants to say simply because she knows that if she does I would probably kill her.
So let me 'educate' you you fools about what is going to happen:- I do not particularly LIKE it, but then, I have found out that when God says I will do something, He does not mean He will stop being uninvolved directly and physically DO something, it is 100% people doing things, which is why YOU all have to KNOW this so that when it happens you will not say it is just a... coincidence because I have arrived!
I am taking on everything in life, every building block that constitutes what you all call communal existence, and I will tear it up, and put everyone in one corner, get everyone angry, and kill them all off when they respond, because, as I said, I can only do PERSONAL, and the ONLY  way to piss me off is to step on my toes, and hey, if you do not, I will make you step on them, and then kill you all.
I go around with my shoulders aching, and feeling like I am ... wrong... in everything I do, and yet I am indestructible, and yet powerless, because everything I need TO BE FREE  is in someone else's  hands, hands in which the things do not BELONG, like for fuck's sake a... home! ..because God did His physical thing already, the BEST He could do, and gave me my... helper... and that made me to have 'dominion' so NOW what I say, goes. Since I have no one I really hold as so important can not be dispensed with, no ties, no feeling for the fellow man, no... 'conscience'.

            [ come and SEE the baddest, the MADDEST]
                   we no koos koos we nuh were frock
            [we no 'kiss kiss' we no wear dress]

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I'm ready now

who did I chat?...
Well any day them think them can dis me

me make... fiery write history

burn things above them that sail off like a frizbee
The fire furnace come up onto the back  and left them crispy
So serious now don't even smile at my own chommies
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What can I say? My blood is up, and I am MAD, and everyone is in the way, so, well, you can keep on standing in the way, put me to some more inconvenience, and make me madder, and take it out on you anyway, or you can walk out of my way and actually lie prostrate and let me walk all over you, because that is the only way I can even begin to let some of my resentment ... recede.
I HATE people, actually, and so, if anyone assumes that I am about to extend a special hand, special favours to whoever it is, then that person will be very soon... dead.

Simple, if one is female, and one has had a run in with me, then serve me, unless you are michelle, and you will lIve, and if one is male, start running, you are dead anyway, or run to me, [WHERE ARE YOUR BALLS?] and I will make mincemeat of you, YESSS!!!


OH YESSSS!