There are TWO things happening here, or they were, or they will shortly cease to be, and be one, because the... days of striving are soon to be past.
Some background history.
When God made the first man, the situation for the man was not openly hostile, because the holy spirit seemed to be on God's side, and acting with God's consent, as did even the devil and all the other angels who were witness to the arrival of the only THING God PERSONALLY made.
That He gave the man a helper ... "suitable"... for the man was obvious, because He said "I WILL" not "I MAY make the man a helper...", so, the original man had a piece of God in him, but the ... piece acted out of the conclusions he drew from what he saw, what he heard about what God had said, so the helper was not perfect, but rather skewed in his perceptions, since it was not CLEAR that the holy spirit, the devil and the angels, (all knew the difference between good and evil, and because of the ... relaxed... atmosphere as far as judgement was concerned; chose short-cuts, i.e., evil) were actually against God.
So, the helper, because of these situations, was actually actively resisting God as well, since God never made anything that was perfect, but something that was capable of ... attaining... perfection, if you follow.
To explain why I got to THAT conclusion, I may as well tell of my own beginning.
I was born, and denied life, and THAT made me a person without any blindness or pre-conception as far as life and living was concerned; meaning I SEE things as is, because I am basically a disinterested observer.
but then God gave me a helper at birth, someone to bear me up at all times since I am never able to sustain my own life, and he is the reason I am alive today.I can not die, unless maybe I stop seeing and start to refuse the evidence of my own sensory perceptions. Then I will be able to cut myself off from the link with God, but since I am NOT interested in anything much, I can not muster the... angst... to do THAT. I am direct, not given to subterfuge. And I exist on the bare... minimum, so there is no breathing room for me to wriggle out of the ways of God. As for God, He gave me the... helper... who all this time sort of contributed to my uncertainty because even he still saw jesus and the holy spirit as... right, and it has taken this past year to change his mind so that he does not... carry me where I do not want to go, but ... listens to me, regardless of the popular opinion and convention.
people started listening to ME when God gave me the green light to stand tall, the first of whom was, surprisingly, NOT the Glencairn Heights girl, but the Dutch girl, who heard not just what I was talking about, but my hunger for justification, even when the whole world regarded what I was doing as mad, and she was not influenced by the overpowering presence of the ... 'voice', or presence, as my... helper... is called.
She heard the man, and reacted to the man, and for once the idiot was listening, and he took notes, because women started falling off trees in my path, most notably the girl who came to the Simonstown Beach and walked out of my way and then back to the wall, and then turned towards me. Now I have never seen any person as scared of me as she was, or as determined to get on my good side. Even now I am dumbfounded.Of course, there is also the diving lady who walked so curiously, as if afraid to get even her ass to wiggle about.
now, the voice does not have... substance... because he is spirit, or some such thing, which means that whatever he... presents, is a shadow of the REAL thing, which is encapsulated in me. So, when it comes to the pecking order, I, Prince, am the top dog, the boss, because whatever I will do will be... physical, and manifest physically.
Now I can not ... love... a person, because I am rather... angry... and so, the ONLY way to get on my good side is to appeal to me by means of... respect, since I am naturally intolerant of any views but mine, which is why I have succeeded in getting even the... helper... to become... subservient.
Now, back to the bible:
When God saw the men building the tower of Babel, He said, "These people are of one mind, and one speech, and nothing they put their hands to will be impossible for them. Now let Us to, and go down and confuse their speech..."
This may seem contradictory to my upheld opinion that God was not in tandem with either the holy spirit or jesus, but remember that God did not make man with either of their aid. He told them to get out of the way, basically, so He was referring to HIMSELF, in His nature as the One Who sees what Is Past as though it is still happening, and what is to Come as if it is happening even now, and What is as Is, see?
To put it in a nutshell, that is EXACTLY how I see things, so there is NO room for me to just accept something as it is now, and forget the past of it, because I can easily plot the future as it would be, and I am tired of failed attempts, I want TRUE success now, which is why I have said I can not have certain things happen in my life, nor allow them even breathing room.
Now, the helper is basically nothing, but a link between me and God. He made me, from birth, in His likeness, because I have NO links with anyone that would make me deviate at all from His purpose. I can lose anything and everything and remain ME.That is why God loves me. I am unique, and so, once bitten, michelle, I stay smarting, and that means I will have to do something about it , YESSS?
You have nothing I want, nothing I need, and I am frankly waiting for you to just step out of line just one time, or any of you close associates to just give me the slightest hint and I will kill you, slowly, and painfully. I will draw it out. big time.
On the other hand, there is the... mother... of the other two assholes, who seems so solidly welded to sprogs she should have weaned off her long ago, and she seriously pisses me off because if she was not... involved with them, I would happily welcome her, but she seems too much in love with the mother-hen prototype to let go. I would probably let them live if she was not so ... in the way... provided she came my way. But I would be lying if I said I would leave even anyone of them unscathed, because that I will NOT do. I MUST punish them, somehow.
