Song goes:
Step outside
out of the spotlight
no one no hide
co we ready fir thingwhere is your pride...
Step outside
out of the spotlight
no one no hide
co we ready fir thingwhere is your pride...
So, now that the train of events HAS been set in motion:- you are all already feeling some of the effects, very soon the sun not rise at all in this part of the world, and by that time it would be obvious just who is the big dog in the whole kennel:- but that is NOT the point at this moment.
All day I was having a sort of crisis of the mind when it comes to having to kill women, since we all know that women are soft, tender and should be held in high regard.
FUCK that.These are thinking beings who all use whatever means in their power to have their way, especially using the 'oh, never mind me, I am just a defenseless woman and you are such a big man' routine.
I had a girlfriend once, the last official one;-now my life has always been one big experiment, and with her everything was a trial.MY last attempts had been fruitless, as far as women were concerned, and so I foolishly thought I would have a 'relationship' based on sex and mutual contempt... Obviously, THAT does not work!
She is coloured, stays in Capricorn, and around December 2009, after I had quit working for the drug lord and was staying with her in her place, there was an ... incident.
I had gone to work for a while, and unfortunately, after a while the company shut down, just before Christmas, so I spent the time leading to Christmas broke, and stressed up.
Girl decides she is going to go have fun on Christmas night, with her lady friends, and I bump into her later with a guy, guys, smooching and stuff, and so what does the green fury machine do?
Of course I beat someone up.
Did not waste my time with the guys.
Went for the girl, because she had left me at home, and was so contemptuous of my pennilessness she decided she would get herself a replacement to tide her over, and THAT while she was... involved... with me.
She knew she was MY property, and so I found HER guilty, and dealt with her.Assholes with her took to their heels, and some fools decided they would tell me off for beating a woman.
Well, as far as I am concerned, if you do the crime, you do the time, regardless of who or what you are.So, FYI, nicky?, for interfering with me in MY business, you get the royal treatment, and your body exposed for all to see as you turn in the wind, with the rest of you , whatever that is, burning in hell.[nuh, can not do THAT, not to her! After all, there is nothing... personal... in all this. Chick was never even... involved... with me.OK, so she stays away, right, and I just kill the people who went out of their way to have me go out of my way.]
Michelle, you have hidden behind people, so I will smoke you out, YESSS, and at the end I will kill you as well, because I hold YOU guilty most of all.
Warned you off me, and you would not listen, so you pay.
OK, so do I KILL her? mmmh! Fuck, I can NOT do that, can I? She is not that important to me; I will just LEAVE her, to perish in the cold and the dark.
Like everyone else, because i do not want anyone to ever again... assume... they have any special relevance.
BUT FUCK, I want to KILL someone.
Then of course there are the knights, the 'protectors' of women, butt-head and faggot face.I will find a very suitable and drawn out way to make you all die... after knocking all the pride out of you, and making you all a mockery.
[the popinjay four-eyes actually parked his woman colour car in front of the shop -- again-- strolled past into the Pakistani/ Bangladeshi shop, and seemed bent of forcing a reaction from me, all this after I had walked up to the Square to primarily view some vintage cars for my personal interest.
fools probably thought everything I do has THEM as the focus, ... yeah, they wish!
I am leaving, and that soon, and EVERYTHING in this world has already begun to change so that your worst nightmares will seem like pleasant fantasies as far as the wide-awake truth will be concerned.
yeah, almost forgot:-
There is that woman with her big head, with her daughter in that craft shop on the main road in S/Town, who saw me go to the libray the other day, followed, then did her girly thing to me, all giggly and stuff.Like we were buddies. I ignored her, and walked out of the place without exchanging a word with her. ]
I want you to LIVE for ever in torment, because you pissed me off big time, and merely BEATING you up isnt even a drop in the bucket, as far as my anger is concerned.
Curiously, there is also someone I only figured out recently as being a member, either directly or on the fringe, of the OSC.
the foreign chick Allison.
When I wrote what I did about her appearance, she suddenly stops moving around. I am still curious about what is the issue, but I will dig up everything, and find out.
Then, the woman with the sexy legs and ass will have a LOT of explaining to do about just why she paraded around me, trying to draw me out, while laughing up her sleeve at me?
Then I come to the mother, the one who drew me to a halt, and had me in tangles with her drive-bys.
Little woman you will answer to ME, because you interfered with MY plans and my life, and YOUR life will be the least of your worries.
I will hit you where it hurts the most, because
All day I was having a sort of crisis of the mind when it comes to having to kill women, since we all know that women are soft, tender and should be held in high regard.
FUCK that.These are thinking beings who all use whatever means in their power to have their way, especially using the 'oh, never mind me, I am just a defenseless woman and you are such a big man' routine.
I had a girlfriend once, the last official one;-now my life has always been one big experiment, and with her everything was a trial.MY last attempts had been fruitless, as far as women were concerned, and so I foolishly thought I would have a 'relationship' based on sex and mutual contempt... Obviously, THAT does not work!
She is coloured, stays in Capricorn, and around December 2009, after I had quit working for the drug lord and was staying with her in her place, there was an ... incident.
I had gone to work for a while, and unfortunately, after a while the company shut down, just before Christmas, so I spent the time leading to Christmas broke, and stressed up.
Girl decides she is going to go have fun on Christmas night, with her lady friends, and I bump into her later with a guy, guys, smooching and stuff, and so what does the green fury machine do?
Of course I beat someone up.
Did not waste my time with the guys.
Went for the girl, because she had left me at home, and was so contemptuous of my pennilessness she decided she would get herself a replacement to tide her over, and THAT while she was... involved... with me.
She knew she was MY property, and so I found HER guilty, and dealt with her.Assholes with her took to their heels, and some fools decided they would tell me off for beating a woman.
Well, as far as I am concerned, if you do the crime, you do the time, regardless of who or what you are.So, FYI, nicky?, for interfering with me in MY business, you get the royal treatment, and your body exposed for all to see as you turn in the wind, with the rest of you , whatever that is, burning in hell.[nuh, can not do THAT, not to her! After all, there is nothing... personal... in all this. Chick was never even... involved... with me.OK, so she stays away, right, and I just kill the people who went out of their way to have me go out of my way.]
Michelle, you have hidden behind people, so I will smoke you out, YESSS, and at the end I will kill you as well, because I hold YOU guilty most of all.
Warned you off me, and you would not listen, so you pay.
OK, so do I KILL her? mmmh! Fuck, I can NOT do that, can I? She is not that important to me; I will just LEAVE her, to perish in the cold and the dark.
Like everyone else, because i do not want anyone to ever again... assume... they have any special relevance.
BUT FUCK, I want to KILL someone.
Then of course there are the knights, the 'protectors' of women, butt-head and faggot face.I will find a very suitable and drawn out way to make you all die... after knocking all the pride out of you, and making you all a mockery.
[the popinjay four-eyes actually parked his woman colour car in front of the shop -- again-- strolled past into the Pakistani/ Bangladeshi shop, and seemed bent of forcing a reaction from me, all this after I had walked up to the Square to primarily view some vintage cars for my personal interest.
fools probably thought everything I do has THEM as the focus, ... yeah, they wish!
I am leaving, and that soon, and EVERYTHING in this world has already begun to change so that your worst nightmares will seem like pleasant fantasies as far as the wide-awake truth will be concerned.
yeah, almost forgot:-
There is that woman with her big head, with her daughter in that craft shop on the main road in S/Town, who saw me go to the libray the other day, followed, then did her girly thing to me, all giggly and stuff.Like we were buddies. I ignored her, and walked out of the place without exchanging a word with her. ]
I want you to LIVE for ever in torment, because you pissed me off big time, and merely BEATING you up isnt even a drop in the bucket, as far as my anger is concerned.
Curiously, there is also someone I only figured out recently as being a member, either directly or on the fringe, of the OSC.
the foreign chick Allison.
When I wrote what I did about her appearance, she suddenly stops moving around. I am still curious about what is the issue, but I will dig up everything, and find out.
Then, the woman with the sexy legs and ass will have a LOT of explaining to do about just why she paraded around me, trying to draw me out, while laughing up her sleeve at me?
Then I come to the mother, the one who drew me to a halt, and had me in tangles with her drive-bys.
Little woman you will answer to ME, because you interfered with MY plans and my life, and YOUR life will be the least of your worries.
I will hit you where it hurts the most, because
no girl can sit don pon me head
if a girl try that she dead...
Oh, why am I wasting time here?
Thing is, instead of juts having people DIE, why not have EVERY male die, like all of them, wiped out, and burning for ever, something like that, or stuff, and leave me the only male around... and stuff.
mmmmh, would that NOT be interesting?
Nuh, that is too hasty, because THEN I would be in demand, with women, which is NOT something I want.
I will do this gradually, and take my time, but I will get there.
if the men are not in existance any more, then the women that dis-please me should be gone as well.
But I wanted to really HURT the two fools.
if only I knew what part of a person goes to hell, then I could have my cake and eat it.
Then I would be able to kill butt-head and faggot-face both HERE and... THERE!
Because I want a ... personal touch to all this.
A drawn out, long, painful, claw, YESS
if a girl try that she dead...
Oh, why am I wasting time here?
Thing is, instead of juts having people DIE, why not have EVERY male die, like all of them, wiped out, and burning for ever, something like that, or stuff, and leave me the only male around... and stuff.
mmmmh, would that NOT be interesting?
Nuh, that is too hasty, because THEN I would be in demand, with women, which is NOT something I want.
I will do this gradually, and take my time, but I will get there.
if the men are not in existance any more, then the women that dis-please me should be gone as well.
But I wanted to really HURT the two fools.
if only I knew what part of a person goes to hell, then I could have my cake and eat it.
Then I would be able to kill butt-head and faggot-face both HERE and... THERE!
Because I want a ... personal touch to all this.
A drawn out, long, painful, claw, YESS
OK, good to go!
Fuck, I remember... actually, I have been musing over this since the day I decided on the ten; about the vision with the 'kid' with the fat boy turning from the terminal or TV and looking bleakly at me while a fat kid wrote on his forehead and ended up saying 'where is your God?'.
I assumed that was me.
Wrong.
I assumed earlier that it was my son.
Close, yeah, but then, I did not really want a son, something I had decided to do long before, right?
Now, there is a flabbergasted woman, pretty, small, who can not hear so good but must SEE, and SHE has a son, who is bleak, and has no hope, and is looking at me, cross and without hope, because he has no hope and the fat kid, who is NOT inclined towards him [fat- not lean, see] is closing every door and making him see the hopelessness of everything, yes?
The monster, the guy in blue and red turning from the little woman, and freeing his right hand, AND the fat kid are one and the same:- ME.
because God potrayed me as the antithesis of everything i thought I was, which is, a person who has absolute dominance, might, and is the final word on EVERYTHING.
So, of course I will NOT have a son, meaning I ... may... accept the little woman, but NOT spare her son.
AND I DEFINITELY will NOT accept her daughter nicky?, because all THIS has been to prove that I am capable of choosing women who will suit me.
NOW, if between now and the time I leave the women LEAVE me alone, I will Leave them alone, but if they mess with me, then they die, which seems to me to be quite... reasonable.
They perish in the cold, and i leave with style, and do not have to make my hands wet with their blood.
now they have no excuse for not listening, because if they cross me NOW then I will have no compuction about hanging them up to dry alongside butt-head and fagot-face.
Frankly, I may welcome Allison, butthead's mom, the other daughter with the nice ass, maybe even the red-head, but I will NOT have michelle and her friend anywhere NEAR me. THEY will die.So, of course will these others if they try to cross me, yes?
you've seen what I saw
If you know what I know
you know what I mean!
