Something about what I , MYSELF, want as being the only pre-requisite of ... life on earth? REALLY? TRULY, as it turns out

So, I spend the whole night going, but fuck, this is NOT  what I want. I mean, I actually HATE nicky?, and want her dead, so, what is this about being merciful and stuff to someone who actually helped turn the screws on me and make my already precarious life more miserable?
Then I go to Simonstown, and find myself getting even madder than before, and when I finally go to the library I have made my mind up.I will have the people dead, but THAT was not what was worrying me; what bothered me was that it seemed God was ... INSTRUCTING ... me, telling me what to do, and  I did not like that, and so I was getting bothered by it all.
That was when He started going the 'tell Me what you want' route, and it was only when I was getting onto the train that I realised it was NOT Him that had sent those visions.
God wants me to THINK, not act frozen all the time, and so when He sends visions, they have hidden codes and enigmas in them, they are NEVER that bland and directed as the one when I saw nicky?.
So, it is the holy spirit who wanted me to end up doing the thing he had made the first man do;- run after a woman and stop wanting the easy things but reach for the hard stuff.
God said to me that His yoke is easy and His burden light, and so why would He then want to load me down with a woman I felt repulsion for, and great animosity.
No, she would not do.

Anyway, I had asked for ten women that would fulfill MY needs, and so, I have no interest in these other fools.
But when I leaned on the window before the train left the station, I said what I wanted: I told My Father that I needed things to go my way NOW. I wanted MY place made ready, the women called to me, and the people I had said I wanted dead, dead.
I did NOT want Him to do it, no, that would be too restrictive for me. I wanted Him to finally give me whatever was lacking so that I would be able to say to a certain place, be drowned or go to hell and it would do so; to say to the earth that it must shift on its axis and have it so happen;-
I wanted full, independent power to have things go the way I wanted them to, and be in total control, and I would call God and have Him in a consultative role, since He does not have to have dominion over the earth if He has passed it to me. Since everything is IN Him anyway, He does not have to change His modus operandi because even I live in Him, and as He told me to be myself, and I can not continue without having EVERYTHING on and about the earth in MY power and under my control, I am not breaching any laws by wanting Him to give me just that.
So, take it that I have, this Friday the first of February, made THE connection that means I have unlimited power over ... well, lets call it... everything to do with everything to do with you people,and I am NOT kindly disposed towards any of you.
Now, faggot-face, butt-head, nicky?, you are dead NOW.Faggot-face MUST heed my warning to start counting, because He is so... dead.
butt-head is so dead.
nicky? is so dead.
sam is so dead
Then comes michelle, or rather, her daughter first, and then her mother, and then I will go away, leaving all of you to starve, then come to wipe out the bitch and the rest of her family, all of them.
Then I will deal with the butt-head family, till NONE of the brood remains alive.
Oh, and yes, I will do all this with my own hands, too, just to give it a ... personal ... thing.

see it then how
the "innocent" going up in vapours
and propaganda spreading inna the sunday papers
not even superman coulda save them with
him cape coz
REDD-a judgement are blaze us
blaze us...

Maybe someone must start singing that song, because NO ONE and nothing will save you, people of the earth.

 

a chat them are chat
yap them are yap
gully side we are action pak
we no kos kos we nuh wear frock
gully side we are action pak

tell them anything are anything
and DJ any scene
any vocal every string
fir rise again start this are heavy scene

they say me live afar
 and now me nuh come back
after years pon the hill
they say me nuh done that
me nuh listen pussy face
just heat a tomcat
any woman blood-clot
 violate her gunshot ...


I can not resist THIS one:

Humans of EARTH:
my quest has led me to your planet
Give it to me NOW!!!!.
you should in no way take any of this personally;-
It is just business.
Galaxar out!