Let us call this part:- 'Closer to home'... YESSS!
I have been dealing mostly in things that were not that ... specific... or rather, I have NOT said exactly WHY i am against certain things and people, so, I will briefly explain that, as well as pointing out a few pertinent facts that make me... unique.
Not that I am trying to impress anyone, rather, I am getting ready to launch into the deep, and being a logical person, I like things neat and tidy:
Yesterday, my 'friend' spent most of the day drinking at the shop, and when he came back late in the day to the workshop, with rasta away at his tai-chi classes, he gave me a piece of his mind, and when I listened to his spiel, I decided that from the word go, because of who he is and where he comes from, he never had a hope in hell of making it, especially where i am concerned.
Francis is Ndebele, and I am Shona, as is everyone else I am with, and fact is, the Ndebele came and took over the country when they ran away from Tshaka, and from that time, they have sort of lorded it over the people, and even now, they are not officially accepted in Zimbabwe as citizens.
What the guy was doing yesterday was just confirming what I had long ago decided;- even if i were to turn a blind eye to rasta, gerald and fletcher and let them go back to Zimbabwe, I would draw the line at the Ndebele guy, because i am Shona, with all the History that that entails.
And I am a Shona in xenophobic South Africa, so THAT means I WILL have the peoples who were mostly to blame for the deaths and harrasment of other Shona people put to death, because I am Shona, and we all were judged, condemned and executed as everyone saw fit.
Only mistake was, the bunch that were put in the collective sack contained... me, the WORST mistake anyone could ever make as far as coporate punishment is concerned, since NO ONE treads on my toes and just... walks.
Hell, NO.
Secondly, I am male.
not that many would notice, right? Since in less than thirty days I will be thirty-one and still have no kids of my own, and still have not MADE it, as far as people would appreciate.
That is the reason why many people decided to... take me in hand... and show me the way to behave, right? Like take me to church and appoint themselves my advisors and start telling me, right about this time last year, what they would DO to me if I did not shape up and reform and hold a woman as something that is MOST important, see?
Only problem with THAT is I hold NO-THING [God is not a 'thing']as above me, or as my equal, and that makes a woman who tries to tell me what to do, to influence a decision I have made, in more danger than from ordinary people, because, as I have just discovered, people are in MORE danger from me than they are from ANYTHING else that they can imagine.
But of course, you will see that in a few moments, yes?
THIRD, I am ANGRY.
Now, what anyone may have noticed is a tip of the iceberg, because, unfortunately, I consider not only the present, but the past, and have judged and condemned people and decided that they will all die just because they currently ARE, even if they may not have DONE anything specifically to me. [What more people who have actually ANGERED me?]
Like the fact that the Roman Catholic's vatican will just stop being an eyesore to me by being totally and emphatically destroyed as soon as I am in the mood for complete chaos, like as soon as the Xhosa people start dying off like flies.
And God's ... people... will finally not have a problem about their homeland, because I am sinking the homeland permanently in water, till everything is settled and men walk no more on this planet.
Thing is, I am not used to being second fry, and so, till i have complete control over EVERYTHING, I am not particularly interested in having things go other ways. Like they are NOW!
i am not interested in being worshipped, nor am i interested in homage, because that, to me is frivolous, and superficial; no, what I am interested in is NOT being superceded by vanity, and thus acting as if I am a mistake!.
Do not mix me with certain things, and I will not retaliate.
I own the joint, whether people may like it or not, so, the fact that I am LORD is not one that is up for discussion.
Put things that put me in the shadow in front of me, and I will smash them, just as i am thinking of smashing up everything to do with that little woman because she thinks i am somehow going to bow to her.
I have no NEED of her, and my patience has worn more than thin enough already.
Everyday I spend being pissed off is another day with a stockpile of rage mounting up.
I am thinking of doing something extreme just so that I show my... displeasure.
THIS is the last... equivocation I will... deliver... on the subject.
Next time I sit down on a terminal, it will be judgement time, and from THAT there is NO comeback, no appeal.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
THE Champ is here!!
