Blood Again...!

What I easily... forget... because I tend to NOT want to think is that God does NOT and never has, and never will, MAKE me do anything, because all that He offeres me is the complete freedom to DO as i wish and ways of removing obstacles to that end.I have decided that, therefore, as He KNOWS what I secretly yearn for, when HE tells me NOT to harden my heart He will mean that I NOT settle for what I do not... like, like that french inkfish girl.

And, of course, I have SAID that I WANT to kill michelle, and yet have thought that it is not... right... and all night I was wonering just how I would keep from killing the other women with me if I ever decided to kill the bitch, and the answer is simple;- THEY would have to be attractive enough that I would want to do... other things, and NOT kill them.

Speaking of attractive, I was a little earlier down by olympia deli and I saw the CRV of the striking blonde, and fuck, I was all night wondering just how I could... walk away from someone that has made me drool over her like that, and well, I had pros an cons, like for example I saw her walking with some guy before she evinced much interest in me, and you KNOW how married people walk with each other, or involved people:- with that wary, holding-it-all-in-till-I-can-pay-you-back, relaxed animosity, and I was thinking, well, God, there is the answer, I would end up killing her anyway, and besides, she thinks she is the ONE for me, or some such bullshit, so, fuck, I will walk away, and anyway, the fact that she IS married means she, if she ever was to be near me, would have to ... PAY... for that, since she presumed with me.
BUT fuck, I WANT her.She is such a better prospect than the silly inkfish girl, and here I am pleased to say that I WILL kill the woman, the stupid girl, for daring to anger me, and standing up against me.

As I will allison.So the blonde woman did NOT do as i expected, at first, and it hurt a lot to see someone I had thought would be the... last, and best... woman for me NOT standing true, but she still IS better than the warthog, because she HEARD me, and I could tell that she was stricken on being found out, and THAT means she is miles ahead of the stupid controlling pig. And has a much better ass and overall structure, plus a pleasing face, than that fool.
Speaking of asses, I have never seen a woman as well-put-together as the elderly lady with her RAV4, and honestly, I put my foot down and said I will NOT go anywhere unless she was involved as well, but, of course, that means if she has been paying attention to MY posts, she has a ... lot... to answer for, for making me a fool all this time, see?

THAT said, I am cutting out the ground from under the osc members by telling them the BALD truth:- male or female, I will wipe everyone out, because I can NOT stand to be insulted and to have the people get off on a technicality. I am still here, and what is going to happen is that I will go nowhere till all of them are dealt with, and I mean ALL of them, no exceptions.They will either be dead, and burning in hell, or alive and groaning for ever crossing me, but either way, it will be an eternal... pain, although I suppose the ones alive will ...prefer it... that their pain will be rather, sweet?

Let us be honest here, NO ONE has sex, let alone conceives a child, unless there is hatred of the person that has caused the erection. Look at the animals; they tend to ignore the females, till the female comes into heat, and either by the female playing hard to get, or the male just over-riding the female's whims an forcing himself on her, the male puts his seed in the woman not because of... fondness... but because of anger, and I honestly HATE women, pure and simple.
Have done so from the beginning.

And it never happens that there is a single person as... aggresssive as I am, because I hate everybody and everything that moves , breathes or occupies space on the planet, and if I have a permanent erection, then it is for the beautiful ones that have bothered me, and failed to be ... honest... and so have made it possible for me to take out my long-drawn out anger over them in the form of waht is known as pleasur taking.
Ugly ones I kill, so, butt-head's mom, you are DEAD, as are all the other women with you, and I MAY spare nicky? and the Latino chick, but based on MY terms and conditions.

I am done being Mr-Nice-Guy,and from now on, its Blood again:-

I dont like the world we are living in
becos the way all live to this sin
because the youth them out of their living
Becoz this  crazy world we are living in

Blood again
yesterday another likkle youth got shot again...
fire fi the wicked fire fi the heathen...
as a likkle youth rise they try fi keep him down again...
who violate the youth and who go patch up their hand...

bomb drop again...