Gully side we are Aktion Pak!

I'm ready NOWWW!

said them are go dis who?

I was looking towards a very boring day as i was walking towards kalk bay, when, at the clovelly junction, this lady leans out ot the passenger side of a bakkie and goes, "Are you looking for work?"... hell, yeah!Anyway, I end up at a construction site where the... guy she was with goes, "You can put your bag inside here where it wont be stolen, and leave it with madam"

THAT statement about there being for me a 'madam' sealed the fates of several women that I was undecided about, and THAT statement actually saves even the women I had decided to cast a rather baleful eye on;- the women that... failed... in my eyes, and yet succeeded in the one thing that ensures I will NEVER get tired of them;- UNSTINTING respect!

nicky? is dead, because to her I have always been someone that was not worth serious consideration, since to her the skin colour was all-important, so, of course, no matter how remorseful she may have become later, there is a ... bane... that God put on women, that are REAL women, "Nevertheless, your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you" and so, if there was ever a time when the ... desire... was less, then the person is, of course, NOT fit for the ONE and ONLY person who was born, even though I have been mostly incognisant of it, a King, meaning that there is NO ONE that is worthier of... respect, from anyone, than ME, especially NOW when I have nothing to show for it, because it is written, "behold your king cometh, humble and lowly, seated on a colt, the foal of a donkey", and since very soon everyone will SEE [dont worry about it, faggot-stina, even YOU will have those glasses of yours  off and you will SEE for sure just who the fuck you have pissed off;- everything about me has a goal, and this goal of mine is about to be realised].So, before I leave here, I will HAVE found people  that are NOT as blind as you fools, and ALSO quite attractive, because some respect has to be borne in hand with good looks, otherwise i will have a lot of bad things to yell at My Father for!.
NOW, this morning I was telling God, in an effort to get to grips with the real... me that He had said that He would write His laws in 'their inward parts, not like the old law that I gave to your fathers, which they broke.... They shall Know Me, from the least of them to the greatest of them', and now, let us... reason this out, shall we?
God approves of me, totally, completely, and so, what I... LIKE... even if it is completely... alien, to the... norm, is to Him THE THING, for which He said to me, "Be Yourself". I can NOT want something and have it NOT be ... right... in His sight, not the petulant I-want-this-right-now-GIVE-it-to-me type of wanting, but the, "fuck, I want this, but maybe its no allowed" type of thing!
NOW, the BIG dog, me, has ONE criteria for preserving a person's life:- RESPECT, especially if the person, a woman, does not have anything else she is trying to pin on me, see, like maybe looking after her kid, or being her beast of burden [michelle, do you have any idea just how much I want to KILL you for so insulting me?]and, mostly, if she is attractive, see?
It is either there, on sight, or it is not there at all; it is NOT something that you... learn or grow into, and for a while there I was unaware that I actually approve of a person AFTER I detect that, and only then do i focus on the person and try to find out if the person is actualy play-acting or really genuinely behaving like a dog with its master, all tail-between-the-legs and wagging the body and lowering itself to the ground type of thing.
So, I will say that I am looking AT these women, to see if they are REALLY the real deal, and if so, I will be able to... bear them, like for example, the two I mentioned before, the kalk bay married chick and the sexy  elderly woman.
then there is, curiously, the ONLY person that I have tried to block from my system because it was easier to just assume that she was hesitant before she walked past me because she was seeing a monster, and anyway was interested in the family thing where her brother and her sister were potentially in danger;- the sister of nicky? with her glasses.
then there is...WHO?
Fuck, i can not focus on people, only God, and i know that if He says that there are women that are really panting for me, and women that I actually find myself wanting in return, then they are there.
the little one with her red cheeks? Coz I saw her dressed up that time she also did her slow walk past me as I sat outside the internet cafe? Well, I find her rather attractive, and when the chance DID occur for her to... say something to me at one time, she could not speak, yessss! Because anything she had to say to me would have been used against her.

in this world of calamity
dirty looks and grudges and jealousy
and police where abuse them authority
media clowns where not know about variety
boom!

And the last one?
fuck, I do not KNOW. Maybe there is someone there I have not seen? that I have maybe met and never known of, that is the ONE that will not leave me with a sense of having had a taste of something but with no substance to it, someone who will not... disappoint me, someone that I can say is the LAST one, i will have no other, someone that is going to enable me to turn the key and NOT look anymore?

Well, well, well, I wait to... see!

then I unleash my unparalleled RAGE!!!
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