δ mmm!
OK, I AM confused right here, because as I sit NOW at the F/Hoek library, none iother than allison is off somewhere behind me, with that boy of hers, and I checked her fingers, and well,one can NOT say she is married, so, WTF?
Now, today I wake up to this sober voice telling me of a change of heart; that a new heart would be... nice, and I am, of course... unhappy about anything that means 'change',so I say, fuck that, and as I walk ZI am actually planning to boil those I promised to boil, and kill those I promised to kill, and to hell with it, God better step aside because He gave me the ... voice... so I can call from wherever those who ran awy and hid from me, and even if they are at the bottom of the earth,they WILL come and I will KILL them, as promised, and so,since I saw that asshole that walked with the inkfish girl as I walked on my way back to kalk bay yesterday,[actually, it was funny, becxause he walked past me, sucking loudly and almost, one could say, defiantly, on his bottle, and he had his left hand in his pocket, as if to hold up his pants, and he walked so determinedly before me as if on a mission, and then, as he neared the clovelly junction, he turned right, into the bush, and I lost sight of him, like he hid or something]and made up my mind to kill him anyway, and this AFTER I had seen butt-head's mom drive off shamefacedly from the Pick-n-Pay parking lot as I watched and waited for some guy, and wondered WTF she was thinbking, since ALL that she wantd from me was to spare her son who I WILL kill, with my bare hands, anyway, I was rather... surprised, this morning, by the apparently contradictory voice calling for a new heart.
Ok, I will stroll down this twisted path through the logic gates a bit, so I can wrap my mind around these things:- God FIRST speaks to me of not hardening my heart, right?, and that is the day I get to see the inkfish girl and see for myself that she is not really bad looking, from one angle, BUT I decide I could nevr put up with her attitude, and , like with the memory thing, I would, if she had NOTHING t make it all gall for her a bit, rewally end up... killing her, right?
So, maybe the french girl/woman, the artist, is ther to ... rub it in. The married contemporary art woman is, of course, dead meat, no two ways about it!,so she is NOT in the picture, right?
Allison, on the other hand, pissed me off, too, by her guy thing, right, so the sexy woman is to rub it in with HER as well? OK, I will buy that, for now, provided I get an... accounting... of just WTF is going on with the guy she was with, OK?
then butt-head's mom, now, will SHE step aside and walk away from her beloved son/sons, or am I going to have to kill every blasted one of them? because she has a... replacement... that has a lot of things she herself lacks, although I have never got the ... respect... that comes from her from anyone, but I do NOT see the... point, yet, here.
these women are eating into my choice of five, if they are thinking of joining in, bitches!
I mean, there is the sexy RAV4 woman;- fuck, if I knew what was in her mind I would be dead certain now that she is .. mine, but I WANT that one, yes!
And nicky?, too, provided that she ... adhers... to the rule... of eternal... pain.As I said, I have no interest in killing HER, but of course, even SHE will have to deal with someone better than her who came when I called and will always be a constant reminder of just how NOT to judge by appearance. OR apparent familiarity, yes!!
the rest, well, I am not so sure about.
Fuck, can I GO now? Or am I to ever remain stuck in place, counting pussy and not getting anything done?
heck, I have decided that I am going to use what is freely available to me and raze the whole southern hamisphere to the ground, and kill every living thing in the land, and that only those with me will live through it. After all, God did say He was sending 'elijah', and this confused prophet, when he was being summoned by the king to attend to him, fearfully hid behind the words, if I am a prophet of God, then let fire come down from heaven and destroy you and your fiffty, but as it turns out, with me, I have no such interest;- I am NOT God's servant, nor will I ever hide unde4r his wings; I SAY that because I have something that He saw... fit... to put into me, that when I was nine months old and my mother had a dispute with me about my right to live, caused, because I cried out in... anger at her trying to drown me, the deaths of a lot of other people and damage by water of a lot of the things in the other part of the world, showing the reach of my keeper;- well, therefore, since he is ... under me... and exists to do as i will, and to carry me where my mind longs to go, he therefore has my ... directive... to prepare to send to hell,every white person that is either not a current resident of europe OR, if I have designated that person for myself to destroy, that is in this area, leave the select people fo me to kill, with extreme prejudice.
I am NOT leaving anyone behind me to live to breathe a sigh of relief. I WILL destroy everything that walks this planet before I am done, yesss!!!!
OK, I AM confused right here, because as I sit NOW at the F/Hoek library, none iother than allison is off somewhere behind me, with that boy of hers, and I checked her fingers, and well,one can NOT say she is married, so, WTF?
Now, today I wake up to this sober voice telling me of a change of heart; that a new heart would be... nice, and I am, of course... unhappy about anything that means 'change',so I say, fuck that, and as I walk ZI am actually planning to boil those I promised to boil, and kill those I promised to kill, and to hell with it, God better step aside because He gave me the ... voice... so I can call from wherever those who ran awy and hid from me, and even if they are at the bottom of the earth,they WILL come and I will KILL them, as promised, and so,since I saw that asshole that walked with the inkfish girl as I walked on my way back to kalk bay yesterday,[actually, it was funny, becxause he walked past me, sucking loudly and almost, one could say, defiantly, on his bottle, and he had his left hand in his pocket, as if to hold up his pants, and he walked so determinedly before me as if on a mission, and then, as he neared the clovelly junction, he turned right, into the bush, and I lost sight of him, like he hid or something]and made up my mind to kill him anyway, and this AFTER I had seen butt-head's mom drive off shamefacedly from the Pick-n-Pay parking lot as I watched and waited for some guy, and wondered WTF she was thinbking, since ALL that she wantd from me was to spare her son who I WILL kill, with my bare hands, anyway, I was rather... surprised, this morning, by the apparently contradictory voice calling for a new heart.
Ok, I will stroll down this twisted path through the logic gates a bit, so I can wrap my mind around these things:- God FIRST speaks to me of not hardening my heart, right?, and that is the day I get to see the inkfish girl and see for myself that she is not really bad looking, from one angle, BUT I decide I could nevr put up with her attitude, and , like with the memory thing, I would, if she had NOTHING t make it all gall for her a bit, rewally end up... killing her, right?
So, maybe the french girl/woman, the artist, is ther to ... rub it in. The married contemporary art woman is, of course, dead meat, no two ways about it!,so she is NOT in the picture, right?
Allison, on the other hand, pissed me off, too, by her guy thing, right, so the sexy woman is to rub it in with HER as well? OK, I will buy that, for now, provided I get an... accounting... of just WTF is going on with the guy she was with, OK?
then butt-head's mom, now, will SHE step aside and walk away from her beloved son/sons, or am I going to have to kill every blasted one of them? because she has a... replacement... that has a lot of things she herself lacks, although I have never got the ... respect... that comes from her from anyone, but I do NOT see the... point, yet, here.
these women are eating into my choice of five, if they are thinking of joining in, bitches!
I mean, there is the sexy RAV4 woman;- fuck, if I knew what was in her mind I would be dead certain now that she is .. mine, but I WANT that one, yes!
And nicky?, too, provided that she ... adhers... to the rule... of eternal... pain.As I said, I have no interest in killing HER, but of course, even SHE will have to deal with someone better than her who came when I called and will always be a constant reminder of just how NOT to judge by appearance. OR apparent familiarity, yes!!
the rest, well, I am not so sure about.
heck, I have decided that I am going to use what is freely available to me and raze the whole southern hamisphere to the ground, and kill every living thing in the land, and that only those with me will live through it. After all, God did say He was sending 'elijah', and this confused prophet, when he was being summoned by the king to attend to him, fearfully hid behind the words, if I am a prophet of God, then let fire come down from heaven and destroy you and your fiffty, but as it turns out, with me, I have no such interest;- I am NOT God's servant, nor will I ever hide unde4r his wings; I SAY that because I have something that He saw... fit... to put into me, that when I was nine months old and my mother had a dispute with me about my right to live, caused, because I cried out in... anger at her trying to drown me, the deaths of a lot of other people and damage by water of a lot of the things in the other part of the world, showing the reach of my keeper;- well, therefore, since he is ... under me... and exists to do as i will, and to carry me where my mind longs to go, he therefore has my ... directive... to prepare to send to hell,every white person that is either not a current resident of europe OR, if I have designated that person for myself to destroy, that is in this area, leave the select people fo me to kill, with extreme prejudice.
I am NOT leaving anyone behind me to live to breathe a sigh of relief. I WILL destroy everything that walks this planet before I am done, yesss!!!!
