The One and Only

Fifteen years to set MY house in order
God saw me quail before the horde of adversaries before me, and saw me choose the easy way out;- to avoid battle totally, and rather seek death. That did not happen, because He had said He would not leave me, nor let me perish.For a while now, in fact, till yesterday, I thought it was the... helper... that made me indestructible, but, since we ALL have to face facts, let us look at the truth as is.
God told the first man that he would die the day he ate of the tree of the 'knowledge' of good and evil, and when the man DID it, his eyes were 'opened' to his nudity. He became AWARE of the present tense, in a manner of speaking, and God said he was now, 'but dust', and to dust he would return. The man ceased to have the vision of the future that God Himself has, because He calls Himself, "YHWH" which can be translated "The One Who Is, Who WAS and Who Will Be", or, more pointedly, the One Who sees the present from the background of the past, and plans things for the future.
The man lost the God sense, and became a 'mere man', and therefore, because he lived for the present, the man died, and was no longer connected to God.
the voice had nothing to do with it.
To put the whole issue to rest, you have to see the very first script in the bible as it  was in the original:

"baresheth bara elohim et hashamayim veet  haaretz"
meaning, literally: in the mind Gods made heaven and earth.
The word 'baresheth' came to also mean beginning because everything started with thought. Now, if christ was part of the mind, and thus qualified for the self-acclaimed title as the one through whom everything was made,  his lordship would be unquestioned, right?
but whoever had of a 'word' or a 'spirit' in the mind?
No, in this case God, Elohim, the One and Three, was referring to Himself, alone as the One Who is seeing the present through layers of the past and the future. That is what He meant when He said "We will make a man unlike Us in nature but like Us in mind" basically, and THAT is where the man fell when He failed to think of the future and focused on the here-and-now since he was suddenly afraid of losing the woman, or  something like that.
The helper was God's way of shielding the man as He Himself shielded Himself from all His creation, since they were like... thorns... that prickle His fingers and feet.
If everyone feared and honoured Him, there would be no need for the shield, see?because then He would have true rest.
now, you see where I am going with this, yes?
the helper He gave me was for the times when I was threatened, NOT a permanent thing. Until the time comes when I am in total control, he will be necessary to keep enemies away, but once that is done, I am free to be me.
Now, as I pointed out yesterday, he is a shadow, a megaphone if you will, but no one told him that, and for my whole life I have been battling not only everything else but him also as he gave me what he thought best for me, and well, I am tired of the arguments and of his opinion. The fool learns NOT to comment on anything I say I want, learns to do exactly as I say, and not do anything of his own volition, like the thing with the woman on the train (blue underwear) or the woman at the Simonstown Library (divorced woman) or the woman at the beach (with the  German shepherd) because that was another example of him thinking I was being too much of a fool, not grasping at opportunities granted me, when in fact the FIRST thing that should happen is that the fool learns to obey me or I chuck him off before his time is done.
God gave me fifteen years to set my house in order, but I would happily live the remaining eight without his interfering presence if he does not become just a voice. I will not have him in the decision making process, that is MY domain.
I have been, however impressed by the three women themselves to take much umbrage at his presumption, but that was the last time I would tolerate the intrusion of the idiot in my business. He is 'but dust' because he lives just for the moment, and so, because he overlooks the past and does not see the future he is blind, and thus mortal.
But this is not just about the... helper.
it is also about the other interfering people who think thay can 'stop me' or 'help me' when they are totally incapable of having anything remotely resembling an idea of what is going on.

People I have put on hit list. People I have my sights on for their death, because they thought someone would stand up for them and make me cower, or because they thought they could judge me and over see what I do and smirk at all my posturing.
Forgot what God said, right?
He told some prophet:-"The soul that is puffed up is not upright, but the JUST shall live by his vision" because 'faith' is vision of an 'expected end'
to nail the coffin lid on the ... helper... thing, yes, I know what is written in Zechariah, that there was a vision of two golden ... whatevers that an angel said were 'the two anointed who stand before the Lord of the earth' which was later linked to the 'two witnesses' in Revelations, and christ said there were two men who would sit at his left and right as God had prepared the place for them.Unfortunately, the fact that an angel said that makes it all suspect because God stands for Himself, and whenever an emissary is involved, that means God is not involved.
So lets face the grim reality, fools:

Your King cometh
I am he
I alone rule the earth

said them are go dis who
said them are go dis ME?
shot him out that man
bad rag we?

A chat them are chat
yap them are yap
gully side we are action pak
we no kos kos we nuh wear frock
gully side we are action pak...