One thing I can NOT stand, actually, is MALE presence, and i found out that I was really being a pretender when I said I would get people back to Zimbabwe and stuff.
I am quite... selfish, and would do NOTHING for anyone if it involves sacrifice on my part, and so, with THAT in mind, i have decided to stop being so... permissive and get to the bottom of just why I am looking everytime at the OSC.
OK, so I am impressed with butt-head's mom, but I will probably kill her son anyway, and that may not sit well with her.
But this is an executive decision.
And i would hate it that she came and tried to soothe me so that her son would get off the hook, because on the hook he stays.
But her daughters may come... maybe they have learnt something, maybe, maybe.
And Allison, however many it takes to make five.
Even ... nicky?.
God, maybe the vision WAS from Him anyway.
So, I will kill the males, ignore the females, and leave the remainder in ultimate cold.
What can be better than that?
Since I will exist forever anyway, and do not need...
OK, I will tell the truth:-
God told me... again... to be myself and that upset me so much I went to the beach to vent my anger on something else, and it only occurred to me about five minutes ago that I was really impressed by the blond woman's behaviour towards me, and would like it if she would come along... of course, no one is forcing her, since i WILL kill her son anyway, and she may mind that.
her daughters may come, but only if she herself is there, otherwise i have no interest in any of them.
And sexy Allison too.
