Anyway, two days ago, in the afternoon, I am ...fuming... and saying exactly the same thing to my Friend... and having trouble getting to grips with any... transition... of any of THIS into reality, and then, The Master of Surprise quite soberly replies, in a measured tone that set me right into ice mode and made me write the post of yesterday:
MY God, said:
"do not be dismayed when day turns to darkness,
nor rejoice when night turns to day,
because all things remain the same,
Judgement Day alters nothing"
And by that, taking into consideration that He had told me not to seek what I could not find during the day at night and vice versa, He meant that I should not assume that my intolerant nature was about to undergo a transformation because I was about to become the centre-piece of... all events.
Because I would always, always have vengeance in my heart, and there does not exist a single person who has ever hurt me who would ever be allowed to... come close... to me, or anyone who has been contemptuous of me by either be-littling me or making him or herself out to be better than me [all this without my in any way soliciting the attention], who would be given... exemption, or a free pass.
So, I settled down, and chose ten women that looked good and with whom I have had an interaction, and who have shown their... interest in me, in the past, and sealed the door.
Wel, almost, because there remains, possibly out, maybe in, I am not sure, Nicky?'s mother, who standing as she did before me, and me pausing, looking her in the eye, thinking, OK, lets have it out then: surprised me by not looking me in the eye, and just conveying her... distress by her stance.
Well, I give her top marks for one thing: despite what she may think about my actions, she never lost sight of the fact that she was standing before... me... the BOSS, and acted accordingly.
Then she floored me by walking so brokenly past me the other time, I think later the same day.
Now, I noticed she was small, and slender, but what astonished me was that she awoke a feeling of... lust... pure and simple... in me the moment I saw her walk by.
Now, I am cynical, and untrusting, and ready to shaft off people more than to accept them, but seeing a woman who is old enough to be my mother [though good-looking, uh, I mean...fuck that!] walk past me made me think; I gotta have that woman... or rather, I went, ripe for the plucking?
Anyway, I have no idea if she was more interested in protecting her kids or had any... attachment... towards me, but the fact remains, if I can discover THAT, before I leave, then, if positive, she comes too, but if not, then I will just have to come and take out my revenge on the kids.
But either way, I think I will let her be, and not get my hands dirty as far as she is concerned.
butt-head is an arsehole, of course, and my departure... imminent... will, if it finds him still here in RSA, ensure his doom, and as for Nicky?, well, she made herself my enemy, and enemies do not have special favours... she either also just stays way outta my way or I may just decide to do something about that... pretty face of hers.
Now, to get back to, my campaign.
Left home with a mission, which was to let everyone know about God... only to discover that God Himself did not want that, He was more interested in... ME.
So, since I discovered that somehow He intends to let me have my way as I... sort out... my house, I will say this for sure:
The rest of Africa will perish as I said [why in a moment], as will India, the Orient, Russia, Asia, whatever, South America et. al, and that will only leave the... relevant countries that have had a hand in shaping history into what it is today... the colonisers, whose rubbish we received and had rammed down our throats.
That means Europe, but since I hate Spain and Portugal, they get a dunking.
USAremains, of course, because I want 'my place prepared', for me and for 20, or 21 women, in Alaska, and THEN we get busy.
I want to make sure the holy spirit does not have a leg to stand on so I want to expose the whole truth about creation, the facts and figures, and give him no room to have any... religious or moral grounds to have anything to do with life on earth.
it is war, pure and simple, and the whole earth is a battleground, as I take him to the cleaners, and so dispossess him of his claim to being the one necessary for anyone to 'enter the kingdom of heaven'... when God is already King, here on earth. And never abdicated it for anyone, but made it so for ... a man... to have dominion.
which is why the question of me having ONE woman is ludicrous, since I would be playing into his field, and also why for me to have...dominion, I MUST take out my competition.
Which is why Israel, male and female, all of the people, all perish on one day.
And why, every bastion of Christian ... strength, is also to perish.
Since I do not care much for speactators, those who are not the descendants of the... original perpetrators... will have to be done away with, and then the rest will follow as soon as the competition is being done to a turn in that hot place.
So, this is how it is, people. the darkness is about to descend, and with a.... vengeance.
