I used to watch this cartoon called "Visionaries" where there were two opposing parties of 'knights' with the magical light, in a time where science had failed and magic ruled the planet
character there struck me funny, cant recall his name, but he was on the wrong side, the ... bad ... side, and supposedly under the leader, darkstorm, but when things went wrong he would go, "darkstorm you idiot, you brought us here and now you have messed up:- I will kill you you idiot!".
Well, take the darkstorm out of the picture and put God, and the irate person as me, and you have it pretty much down to a T as far as me and God are concerned, because basically that is how I am with Him.
Only when I blame Him for things going wrong, He, the One Who does not make mistakes, goes, "Look Me in My eyes" and so, forces me to... review... the situation as He says.
technically, then, God carries me, and because he did NOT ask me for my opinion, I am 'free' to blame Him when things go... wrong.
like with these women.
yesterday, after some post of mine, i realised i had actually strayed into the 'william, you have bait' territory that i always assumed was mere bullshit, since I did NOT want to have anything to do with the females, although of course, I would later say to Him, "####! You, You let me waste my time with those silly women and now i am having to look for others to soothe the pain they caused", and so, of course, He pre-planned for the eventuality, and gave before i got pissed off with these silly bitches:- butt-head's mom, allison and the inkfish girl, since I had, at one time, given a bit of approval to them, before they thought themselves something and decided that they also had some... say... in what happened in my life, since according to butt-head's mom, I had to pay for the priviledge of having her in my life, and according to the inkfish girl, we were at least .. equals, and according to allison, God would fight on her side, against me.
Which three reasons, as far as I am concerned, were and still are, grounds for me to kill them all, because the ONE thing that is IMMUTABLE is tha I dod NOT reason or discuss things with humans, or listen to their... rights. Or whatever they think about it all.
Now, when He tells me to have a new heart, after I had seen allison actually steal a glance at me, uncertainly, as I looked her slowly over as she stood at the counter at the library, and was STILL pissed off that she would stray into my territory with SOMEONE and yet, conceded that she DOES look stunning, and when I checked the hands and simmered a little less... well, I guess I let the firm decision I had made to kill her... cool down...a bit, but fuck, these stupid chicks actually think that I will be swayed by THEM.
let the inkfish girl KNOW that I WILL that gfour-eyes of hers, because of HER statement that he should come with her, and because HE defied me; fuck it, I AM the LAW.
As for butt-head's mom, let her know that the idiot sons of hers, even the one who spoke on the phone when he wanted to see if i had enough food to stay in the mountain while god destroyed the xhosas, EVERY ONE of her males, is DEAD, and all her other daughters, except, maybe, nicky? cause i like her, but she, like everyone of them, is under my eye full of rage, because they all thought they are SOMETHING not only in their eyes but in mine, and as if they actually ... matter.
Allison, if that boy or whoever is your son, then you will see him die, because i TOLD you that if you brought someone into my path, they will die, and you have defied me for the LAST time, and, of course, if you do not like that, stick with those assholes, and i will KILL you with them, and then you will see just what kind of pull you have with me, or what YOUR God will do for you.
Stupid idiots!
character there struck me funny, cant recall his name, but he was on the wrong side, the ... bad ... side, and supposedly under the leader, darkstorm, but when things went wrong he would go, "darkstorm you idiot, you brought us here and now you have messed up:- I will kill you you idiot!".
Well, take the darkstorm out of the picture and put God, and the irate person as me, and you have it pretty much down to a T as far as me and God are concerned, because basically that is how I am with Him.
Only when I blame Him for things going wrong, He, the One Who does not make mistakes, goes, "Look Me in My eyes" and so, forces me to... review... the situation as He says.
technically, then, God carries me, and because he did NOT ask me for my opinion, I am 'free' to blame Him when things go... wrong.
like with these women.
yesterday, after some post of mine, i realised i had actually strayed into the 'william, you have bait' territory that i always assumed was mere bullshit, since I did NOT want to have anything to do with the females, although of course, I would later say to Him, "####! You, You let me waste my time with those silly women and now i am having to look for others to soothe the pain they caused", and so, of course, He pre-planned for the eventuality, and gave before i got pissed off with these silly bitches:- butt-head's mom, allison and the inkfish girl, since I had, at one time, given a bit of approval to them, before they thought themselves something and decided that they also had some... say... in what happened in my life, since according to butt-head's mom, I had to pay for the priviledge of having her in my life, and according to the inkfish girl, we were at least .. equals, and according to allison, God would fight on her side, against me.
Which three reasons, as far as I am concerned, were and still are, grounds for me to kill them all, because the ONE thing that is IMMUTABLE is tha I dod NOT reason or discuss things with humans, or listen to their... rights. Or whatever they think about it all.
Now, when He tells me to have a new heart, after I had seen allison actually steal a glance at me, uncertainly, as I looked her slowly over as she stood at the counter at the library, and was STILL pissed off that she would stray into my territory with SOMEONE and yet, conceded that she DOES look stunning, and when I checked the hands and simmered a little less... well, I guess I let the firm decision I had made to kill her... cool down...a bit, but fuck, these stupid chicks actually think that I will be swayed by THEM.
let the inkfish girl KNOW that I WILL that gfour-eyes of hers, because of HER statement that he should come with her, and because HE defied me; fuck it, I AM the LAW.
As for butt-head's mom, let her know that the idiot sons of hers, even the one who spoke on the phone when he wanted to see if i had enough food to stay in the mountain while god destroyed the xhosas, EVERY ONE of her males, is DEAD, and all her other daughters, except, maybe, nicky? cause i like her, but she, like everyone of them, is under my eye full of rage, because they all thought they are SOMETHING not only in their eyes but in mine, and as if they actually ... matter.
Allison, if that boy or whoever is your son, then you will see him die, because i TOLD you that if you brought someone into my path, they will die, and you have defied me for the LAST time, and, of course, if you do not like that, stick with those assholes, and i will KILL you with them, and then you will see just what kind of pull you have with me, or what YOUR God will do for you.
Stupid idiots!
