It should NOT surprise anyone that when God said to me "tell them the source of the clouds that does not bear water", He was also using a quote from another song, this one by a Ndebele Guy called Albert Nyathi, only THIS time the guy was going, "our children must know, the source of the cloud that does not bear water... we can not tolerate this anymore"In other words, the guyb was speaking of the... worthless things, the things that could NOT be taken in or accepted because they were worthless, intolerable.
of course, I did not take any of that seriously, because even now God is something of an ... uneasy... compromise, to me, but NOW, after having seen that there are in existence women that have the unique ability to hear me in m y silence, and also the other things that have happened to, and with, me, I find that I am not so... detached as before.
But then, what really got me knocked off my feet was yesterday, when I came here to Fish Hoek, seeing butt-head's mom, and her acting as if she was trying to... communicate... with me, and I passed her by, and wondered. and been wondering, why a woman who is a... mother... whose child I AM going to kill, would be doing walking around as if trying, as usual, to stop me from doing anything. To her brood.
I am not really re-assured by her... actions., and I have been going through my mind the possible... aims of the woman, but I am really skeptical of all these things, because, aside, from, possibly, her daughter, and her daughter's daughter, I am not even THINKING of having any of the people in her life left alive, and I KNOW that I ... like the woman with the silver RAV 4, and, possibly, the slim blonde, and again, maybe the latino, but I have doubts about the other woman in Kalk bay, so... maybe... since there HAVE been five women that God points out to as being genuinely interested in ... me, and with no frills, no excess baggage involved, and I live NOT by sight as everyone esle, but by... following signs, which is NOT the norm, I WONDER...!
