You dont have to say...

...what you did/ I already know /.... These lyrics from the song "Cry me a river" greeted me as i came down the mountain this morning, and Idid not want to acknowledge them before but now that no one is likely to read my posts, at least one i want to ... read... unless, which is something i strongly suspect to be highly likely since it appears that these people stay... nearby,(and, to... spice it up, if the painter chick is my ...paula as inthe vision, then the STOP DRINKNG vision applies to her and her... mother, but then, the only person likely to beleve THAT would be one that believes I am stronger than an ordinary human am indestructible and am going to destroy lives by using a mere word, mostly. Now,what kind of IDIOT in this ... enlightened world would accept THAT?) they do NOT see me going up tonight,which is very likely to happen since I have some... work:- an order that must be sent 2moro if vinnie is to be believed (personally i suspect he wants me @ hand for this 3day church outing where he would like me to be... corrected)- but then, as sean paul sang in "Trinity" 'I never did like and i never did want fans' ; what i want are MY women:- everyone else can go to hell as fat asI am concerned, it matters none to me. At this moment, as I explained in my earlier post, my lecherous eye is om the David Matthews blond, and as 50 cent sang:- 'I am into having sex I aint into making love...' because if I have to... make... it, then the essence of desire that should emanate, radiate and seep out of every pore of the woman and make me go "hey you girl inna de tight up blouse, everytime you pass me you get me aroused" because of cause, if she don't wanna get laid, what the hell would she be attracting the attention of a homicidal maniac like me for? I would end up suspecting ulterior motives, and THOSE, whichever they are, are LETHAL for the... owner. And, like cyclops of x-men said in the cartoon " I do not apologise for command decisions" meaning whoso dies because she wasted my time... deserves it, and those that die because they are... collateral damage, like i have decided that only my shithead of a cousin out of all my 'diaspora' relations, and HIM and immediate dependants only will,with the other black people i have... selected... for helping me out(would be innapropriate for me to... kill the fool since the reason why abisha andz later, vinnie, helped me out as that justin was my cousin and his friend) , well, they die. I have no regrets. And the king of the earth is NEVER desperate. How many times have been I in desperate stuations and just breezed through. Fuck, I do not have to take anyone's crap. But, come rain,hell,highwater or thunder I am going to PERSONALLY TAKE CARE of the assholes in the S/ town osc. Yessssss!!!!!!