Living each and every day of my life apologising for even being alive, for even daring to breathe the same air as everyone else... and that has caused everyone to just walk all over me, and I am a laughing-stock at everything I do, everyone just mocks me and does as they please... and I have let that happen.
Too long I tried to be diplomatic, now I will NOT be reasonable anymore.
You people, miserable fools, ALL want to live, and I really do not care about that, so now, how about we all put it to the test.
Me on one side, and you all on the other.
With your lives at stake.
because that is what it has now come down to.
I will either have EVERYTHING I demand, as is, or I will say to God; "Is THIS what You bothered me for? You who said, "Behold I am The LORD the God of all flesh, is there ANYTHING too hard for Me"?
I am not into negotiation, not any more. I have said my piece: God either destroys the current world order or He kills me.
He said He gave me 15 years of life... which I NEVER asked for, and try as I have I have NOT died, and that is very... upsetting.
So, either He goes the whole nine yards with His promises or He backs off totally.
Fuck it, DO something. Show Your hand, because You are responsible for my being here!Being alive!
is THIS what it is all about?
You tell me You care for me, that my life matters to YOU. Is the reason it matters the fact that You can not stand having someone who does not need You, or do You really care for my well-being?
Show Your hand today, show Your hand now, and let it be forever known just what You think of all this!
Because either You go public and declare Yourself, if You are The Living God, or You take Your hand from off of me, and let me be!
Whatever, just CHOOSE!
