Now, according to popular lore, jesus is the messaiah, the saviour of mankind, and the holy spirit is his acting aide-de-camp, or represantative, while he is... making ready, many mansions in his Father's house, for his followers to come and dwell, right?
the holy spirit is waging a ware against the devil, to turn the people from the 'darkness of satan' to the 'light of christ', all of which does not take into account the fundamental question: "Is it GOD's will that people breed, and have families and have this spiritual 'kingdom of heaven' to look forward to?".
That is where I come in, but in a roundabaout way, because I have been wondering just how I am going to 'have dominion' when in effect both warring parties one way or the other dominate me, and I have no... power... over them!
So, after searching Scripture and apologising to God yesterday morning for my... boorish... behaviour, I came to where God promised to take... personal action.
He said :"Blow the trumpet in Zion, sound an alarm in My holy mountain, let all the inhabitants of the land tremble, for the day of The LORD comes, it is near at hand...
And it shall come to pass that I will pour OUT My spirit UP on all flesh and your sons and daughters shall prophesy, your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams...
And I will show wonders in the heavens and in the earth, blood and fire and pillars of smoke,
The sun shall be turned into darknes and the moon into blood, BEFORE the great and the terrible day of The LORD comes"
[Joel 2, from verse 1]
That there is a personal commitment by God to have the holy spirit... hover... and be uninvlolved with people.
So, I took Him up on it, and said to Him that it was either that he did that and so ensured that NO ONE and NOTHING will have dominion over me, at all, or I will be continually frustrated by the same being over and over and get nothing done.
So, I need THIS done, and am waiting on Him for it.
But, that is not all there is to it, right?
because I have been accusing God of showing me visions of people that I would , by myself, rather NOT have anything to do with, but I have always neglected to mention that, well, the holy spirit, true to form [i.e. striving against 'man'] has also bee busy trying to put me down by wanting to make me chase after certain women, so that I can lower my own self esteem, and end up in the state that not even God has allowed me to ever be in... totally underfoot.
My Friend, My God, has always taken my side, and never has He rebuked me, nor told me off, because when He looks at me, He looks at a copy of Himself, and for that reason I am, even among people, alone, and cool with it, because I do not NEED anyone, while, on the other hand, there are certain people who have shown they have a... NEED for me, something the holy spirit can not handle.
-Like the three women I saw on two successive days 25-26May.
-The girl who soothed me by speaking on the cell phone in such a nice voice to her mother after the other girl had set my nerves on edge by her rasping voice and imperious manner
-The lady who was diving and who, as I came near, turned her back on me and showed off... inadvertently, I suppose... the most rivetting waist and hip combination I have ever seen, before walking away from me in a ... robotic... manner as if afraid to shake her ass in case I took offense.
-The girl with The book "Shopaholic Girl" who also acted ... funny. I got all this on the other blogspot, "COUNT1NG NUMB3R5".
-The girl I called the day after I saw Nicky? face to face {about THAT, I mean, pride and all that aside, I guess the girl wanted me to FOCUS on her, and be enthralled, and maybe start licking her ass, or something} and who came and walked out of my way, and then turned HER back to me and then faced me, as I stopped in surprise, and gave me the most direct look I have ever received.
-The lady with the two sets of rings who smiled at me so sweetly I was shocked, and who later walked on as though I had rejected her when I was just dazed.
-The other girl who started smiling like she had been given the best gift ever and who drew close to me still smiling until even I could not help but do the math.
-This girl who came... last, who, just to confirm that We, or is it wE, have no intention of having anything to do with Nicky?, was and is even more beautiful and she did the turn about thing as well, and then stood a few metres away at my unspoken need to see her full-figure. Arguably the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.
Then there are other women who have also made an impact:
1) The Dutch girl
2) The French girl, Allison
3) The small redhead who is even more beautiful than Michelle, and who stays somewhere in her vicinity.
4-5) Weirdly enough, these two are mother and daughter, and maybe they are or are not interested, but i hope they are, because otherwise I am about to unleash blood and gore on their nearest and dearest!!!
