Gloves off... curtains for some

Thing is, I am feeling my way around, and it is only now that I am getting to grips with the reality of just WHAT I am, and so, to give people a rundown of why I am going to not just decimate the whole planet, but really de-billionate it, I will have to give you what THIS is all about, yes?

[By the way, some Russian baddie in a cartoon has this manner of speaking, with the guttural kind of English to go with it;- my English teacher would be transmogrified if she saw some of the mannerisms that I have adopted. The cartoon is some variation of the justice league, involving the likes of wulverine, hulk, captain america, iron man and stuff, but the baddie goes:-'oh, you emotional americans, you are so weak, be like me, me strong, and i beat you like so, yes? yes!']
Anyway, yes? I will now explain WHY I have been hunting around for alternatives to the bare truth that is THIS, I am going to kill people, with my bare hands, male AND female, and even by... remote.
Thing is, I was born, and somehow when I was born, or maybe from the moment the sperm of my father penetrated the egg in my mother, there was a total... disassociation ... from people; I am guessing here, but the thing is, when I was born, I was ... different.
I was not only in danger from the one who was supposed to be the care-giver, but i could also never forget, and because I could not relax enough to be comfortable with people, I was always tense, and always following stuff to the root cause.
In other words, I am the ONLY one with a fully functional brain, who sees the faults in things and never makes the mistake of  taking anything for granted.To THIS person God added an extra dimension, the part that makes me the... immortal... that which I said He called my companion, my own soul, a sort of re-inforcement to the already insular person I was, which means I am... distinct... indestructible... iconoclastic... powerful...and NOW... in CHARGE!
Then there are people, who I have discovered SAY things but mean something else, so that I have never learned to listen to the words of people, but rather the actions and what I can only call the... intent.
Now, simple, anyone can see the intent of a person from the way a person moves, the way a person conducts him or herself, and the way the person constructs his or her words.
Now, by studying THAT, I get to the heart of a person, and discover what the person is thinking, because to me its the thought that counts.

I discovered long ago that people would, for some reason, NOT say what they really mean around me, because everytime there is some sort of interference... which means that it is the... helper... helping to keep me inviolate, something I have only recently learned to appreciate. So, to know why someone is or is NOT doing something, I have had to study the ... whole person, and realise that, if the helper was not... around... then the person would have harmed me.

So, I kill this person.

Now, the fact of the matter is, I have been judging people from the word go, and in an underhanded manner meting out judgement, because, of course, I have not been aware of just WHO I am, and what was... invested... in me.

But now I KNOW, and regardless of gender, I will KILL people who have crossed me, because they may have second thoughts about things, but they were bent on destroying me.

So, I am back on my original course, with michelle losing her stronghold and livelihood and ending up, when I come back, dead by my hands. I am thinking of breaking her neck with just one blow of my hand, because I find her repulsive to the extreme, but we shall see wont we, when it comes to the day of ... meeting.

nicky? dies as well, again by my hand, and for pretty much the reasons I have already described.
And I hang her up alongside her brother and faggot-face; the three stooges who were the fool's pawns.
I will add her daughter... michelle's that is... although I am wondering about the daughter of the blonde, but fuck, that is another load/baggage that I have no time for.

Then I will depart, and leave the rest to stew till we have had answers to just WHY they dared cross my path, and then I kill them, and come back and at the same time I smash every form of government and turn your world upside down.

Now, do you know what used to happen? When a firstborn male child was born in the land of the people that God called His own 'peculiar people' [ read that EVERY WAY and you will get the drift] He would be left for a week and a day, and then presented to the temple of God, where His name was, and there redeemed by the sacrifice of a pair of turtle-doves.
Because in the week after birth, the... cord that held the child to the mother in the womb... would have had time to drop... a sign that the child would be fully independent of the mother and not rely on the fact that the mother's food will be processed and given to him as was in the womb.

call this the week where I become totally independent of ... the world order.
Then I take on my assassin's mantle, and I start killing, freely.
because none of you deserves to be alive anyway.
your lives were forfeit from the day I opened my eyes.

Of course, there are some women that I have decided to... spare... because I read them THROUGH and through and found them... not only without hidden agendas as far as I am concerned, but also quite acceptable as... people... AND without the prevalent racism that pervades the world nowadays.
being a person who himself has never been able to be... subject... to any authority, I would be most at home with people one does NOT have to teach to unlearn the prior, superficial tendency to 'show' a submission that is not from the heart.
frankly I do not want to... rule anyone... but I will accept people who fit in with my requirements, because I am not going to try to ... bend ... people to my whims, and anyway, the women have their own hair, not the imported one, or horse hair, and anyway, yeah, I know, BAD grammar, but I LIKE that, and so, as I was saying, I do not want to rule anyone, just to have people who have already exposed their thoughts to me, so that I  do not have to strain myself trying to get people I wouyld like to have dead anyway.
the women are the 'ten' me and God negotiated over, and then had me see come to life... actually they were already alive, but that is a manner of speaking... ; those I have already mentioned.

Well, I was at least left in no doubt about just what they were thinking, even Carol's sister, who when she saw me looking at her... improved... appearance (she used to have short hair, and at times was ashamed to be seen in public, and would wait outside the library in Carol's car, because she had a son who has Down Syndrome, but this time...) when I saw her last, that is, she had long hair, was quite relaxed, and had her daughter with her, and I was staring at her, and she gave me what I can only call the full effect. And I accepted.
She is quite stunning, and when I waited for her to walk in before me into the library, it was frankly so I could oggle the ass.
So, I must say that I am... quite impressed with these, and there ARE after all, only 30 days in a month, and with ten women, I at least get to wake up in each one's bed three nights a month, although I THINK I would be IN each bed more than twice a week.

Now, you all need to realise one thing:- THESE women will come on their own because they WANT TO, not because I would force them, because I do not act that way. Just as I do not have time for people I am not attracted to, I also have no time for people that would think I would MAKE them do anything.
MY God is a God of thin violence, and the only ... violent.. thing I will make the women do is discard the mentality of one man one woman, which is IT.
I want to make them explode into excesses of pleasure and thus personally have no reason to be moody when I am far from the madding crowd, otherwise I would leave no one alive on this planet, and STILL I would be angry.

So, THAT is how it is, folks.
I will kill people soon, and take on the best, the baddest, the maddest and such, and destroy them, YESSS!
OH YESSS!

But still, my crew have fi run through first before the blood and guts get skyhigh, YESSSS!

Then, of course,

 people start fi die,

like them are the insect called the fly
when them feel the spray gun

that aint no lie

me nuh that sly

ask me why

and all I have fi say

this is my day

me have fi have me way

none can say me nay

if you think you be the guy

you welcome fi try

bad man never shy

rock steady we be reaching fi the sky

now, the game have fi get underway...
hear what these others say
shotta never stray
from him gun?
but me no need fir the gun
my way is about  being topgun
not riding shotgun
or walking WITH thing called
Shotgun
me be the man
one and only one
the one who has the domain
the baddest who wears the crown
Let it rip! Feel the countdown!