Song goes
you better think it over...
bad man are bad man
funny man are funny man
cant mix them up coz them are not the same one
Susan love man
Helen are lesbian
cant mix them up coz them are not the same one
some girl burn a man
some girl own a man
cant mix 'em up, them are not the same...
Now, I must have raised SOME eyebrows yesterday, with my last post, and I have something to subtract and something to add, and also... yeah well, fuck that!
First things first, though
I have grown up always seeking a... solitary... life, and thus, I regard people as being... intruders... in my life, see?
And being of the rather reclusive persiasion -never mind my copious posts- I tend to take people ... literally when they speak,since I myself try to keep contact to the minimum.
SO, when a person takes me for a fool by saying things he does not mean, the person becomes more that an mere enemy, the person is, to me, taken as having violated all that my... sanctuary... stands for. There is NO redemption for that person, he is dead.
POINT is, I have firmly decided that I WILL seek out and destroy people thathave pissed me off, but not only that,I am taking the battle to people, to get rid of them from my... sanctuary.
I have a few... advantages... that no one else has, and these are, aside from the ability to NOT die; a complete contempt of all formally recognised means of achieving things, so i will be a complete enigma to my enemies, and also, I NEVER go unrepared into... combat.
FUNNY thing, there;- I always wanted to have legs that I didnt have to drag around like the Great Kali, as I used to when my back that is always on fire ... forced me... to walk like someone with an iron on his hip, but now
First things first, though
I have grown up always seeking a... solitary... life, and thus, I regard people as being... intruders... in my life, see?
And being of the rather reclusive persiasion -never mind my copious posts- I tend to take people ... literally when they speak,since I myself try to keep contact to the minimum.
SO, when a person takes me for a fool by saying things he does not mean, the person becomes more that an mere enemy, the person is, to me, taken as having violated all that my... sanctuary... stands for. There is NO redemption for that person, he is dead.
POINT is, I have firmly decided that I WILL seek out and destroy people thathave pissed me off, but not only that,I am taking the battle to people, to get rid of them from my... sanctuary.
I have a few... advantages... that no one else has, and these are, aside from the ability to NOT die; a complete contempt of all formally recognised means of achieving things, so i will be a complete enigma to my enemies, and also, I NEVER go unrepared into... combat.
FUNNY thing, there;- I always wanted to have legs that I didnt have to drag around like the Great Kali, as I used to when my back that is always on fire ... forced me... to walk like someone with an iron on his hip, but now
And I pack a great mule kick, see?
And, also, aside from the rather embarrasing ... defect.. between my legs, I am fighting fit, and I have discovered that I have the highest pain threshold of anyone I know, or have met; AND while before I fought because I was trying to provoke people to kill me, this time I have cast aside the sloppy defense of a person with a death-wish; I am interested in KILLING people, and NOT in having more scars, like the tooth-mark on my biggest knuckle,or the recessed knuckle of my left hand;- I intend to show what I mean by ... impenetrable defense, which I worked out by exercising due dilligence in the noble art of mauling other human beings, yessss!
But, as I poinbted out,I was rather mixing things:- I mean,m I have grown up among women, and have been bothered mostly BY them, and I have women on my mind, and I suppose that before all this, the main reaon why I did NOT try to 'be myself' was that I could never be sure that an anti-social person with an overwhelminbg desire to... exterminate ... his fellow man had any real chance of getting laid.
Whish brings me to the ... first time that God spoke to me.
He strolled into my life, and didnt start condemning be on my lifestyle, my lack of... religion... my masturbation, my interest in escapist books and my general laziness, and it was only last night that I grasped that God came, and accepted me as I am, and that the ONLY reason He said, "What tangled webs we weave when first we learn to deceive" was that I was going out of my way to try to... please this girl that had showed up in class and was wowed by everyone and who had expected me to do the same since we always walked home together, but I did NOT , because I had seen her flirting with some guys and did not hold with a woman having to say, "if you want it then tag it and bag it", as if she herself had no say in it. I was going there, of course, to do just that, when God put His foot down. The result was that I ended up going to the town library and ... taking... for myself books to comfort me, and collecting these,without the knowledge of the library staff, so that I could have something for myself that i could look at over and over again.
So, anyway, after God had seen my yearning, He has ... provided twenty-one females that I can... have... and keep, and enjoy for myself as I see fit, but then, I have this THING against michelle,see, because as i see it she WILL be the first female that I kill, and knowing me, I would probably have to strike a breast or betwen her legs, places where I would normally caress a woman, and not have psychopathic intent. I am NOT keen on that, but since I have determined that I WILL NOT delay the end of things, I see no, practical alternative, unless something, or someone else does something... drastic.
Now, yesterday, I was in S/Town, see and there I ... met someone that made me almost fall down laughing, because as she spoke to me about having had no water for the whole day, and i was looking her full in the face, remembering the other time she came to the library here in F/Hoek and asked what time it opened and I went '07:30', I was ... thinking;
bear?=> could NOT bear the coloured chick, paula because she has a moustache, and would have had to put up with that for 10 years.: BEAR???=> to take into one's arms, something, so, I will ... bear five women that would keep me from ... killing michelle myself, just send her to hell, and these would be nicky?, the woman with the nice ass and RAV4, the married woman with her CRV, the Latino chick... and her SISTER?
WELL< WELL, provided that THEY do the one thing that would ensure their safety with me:-drop in on my terms, of course.
BUT, no mercy for males, no way!
But, as I poinbted out,I was rather mixing things:- I mean,m I have grown up among women, and have been bothered mostly BY them, and I have women on my mind, and I suppose that before all this, the main reaon why I did NOT try to 'be myself' was that I could never be sure that an anti-social person with an overwhelminbg desire to... exterminate ... his fellow man had any real chance of getting laid.
Whish brings me to the ... first time that God spoke to me.
He strolled into my life, and didnt start condemning be on my lifestyle, my lack of... religion... my masturbation, my interest in escapist books and my general laziness, and it was only last night that I grasped that God came, and accepted me as I am, and that the ONLY reason He said, "What tangled webs we weave when first we learn to deceive" was that I was going out of my way to try to... please this girl that had showed up in class and was wowed by everyone and who had expected me to do the same since we always walked home together, but I did NOT , because I had seen her flirting with some guys and did not hold with a woman having to say, "if you want it then tag it and bag it", as if she herself had no say in it. I was going there, of course, to do just that, when God put His foot down. The result was that I ended up going to the town library and ... taking... for myself books to comfort me, and collecting these,without the knowledge of the library staff, so that I could have something for myself that i could look at over and over again.
So, anyway, after God had seen my yearning, He has ... provided twenty-one females that I can... have... and keep, and enjoy for myself as I see fit, but then, I have this THING against michelle,see, because as i see it she WILL be the first female that I kill, and knowing me, I would probably have to strike a breast or betwen her legs, places where I would normally caress a woman, and not have psychopathic intent. I am NOT keen on that, but since I have determined that I WILL NOT delay the end of things, I see no, practical alternative, unless something, or someone else does something... drastic.
Now, yesterday, I was in S/Town, see and there I ... met someone that made me almost fall down laughing, because as she spoke to me about having had no water for the whole day, and i was looking her full in the face, remembering the other time she came to the library here in F/Hoek and asked what time it opened and I went '07:30', I was ... thinking;
bear?=> could NOT bear the coloured chick, paula because she has a moustache, and would have had to put up with that for 10 years.: BEAR???=> to take into one's arms, something, so, I will ... bear five women that would keep me from ... killing michelle myself, just send her to hell, and these would be nicky?, the woman with the nice ass and RAV4, the married woman with her CRV, the Latino chick... and her SISTER?
WELL< WELL, provided that THEY do the one thing that would ensure their safety with me:-drop in on my terms, of course.
BUT, no mercy for males, no way!
