let me search for the song!
No luck.
Anyway, after the daily library thing, I went where I had been promised some work, and found no joy [my... larder was rather dry, see] and then ended up having to call the RAV woman that had butt-head's mom do the 'me too' kinda thing when she showed up [I am reaching here, but it seems she did her slow walk outside the Pick-n-Pay mall because she saw me in the passenger side of this lady's POV [personally owned vehicle] when said lady and I were doing business, and concluded that the... lady... was The Lady that I had mentioned, and so she did NOT want to be left behind, and so she wanted me to see that she was... I do not KNOW, what, really, and I am filled with... disgust, at what I nearly got myself into at one time] to show me up?
The lady wanted me to do some kind of chandelier thing, and so, while i was rather... reluctant, I ended up going there today, and obviously, i have been... paid, so here I am in Muizenberg, and am , after a pie or two... actually two, letting myself throw my weight around, again.
I had an interesting time with the lady, and we got to talking. She is single, and, to me, quite ugly, and she is the kind of person that one looks at with a bit of a tremble, and anyway, she gets a glimpse of my ... wit... [funny thing, but i can NEVER find anyone that takes life the same way I do, maybe because what makes up a normal person is totally missing in me, and so, everyone is busy trying to get me to find my niche in life, but THAT never happens] and she tells me her life story, and already plans are being formed to... introduce me to people and all that so that 'we' can advance me in life because it is such a pity that such a person with such a ... brain... is NOT doing better in life.
I mean, i have been asked what I want to do with myself, and I can never answer that, because frankly, the answer is one that I do NOT , and have never, considered.
What do I want to do?
GET LAID?
NUH, what I want to do is... really get to grips with things, I guess, like start from the basics, and tear up everyting that is currently recognised as ... right, because the basic blocks of ... life... are so full of the... cynical attitude that life is really got to be just ... endured...
Like, for example, electricity.
now everyone is busy complaining about how these things are getting expensive, et.c., but fuck, they started it all wrong, assuming that one can only get 'light' if there is some kind of electron flow. There MUST be a better way, where one gets nothing of the JOULE heating effect, because I 'see' there is something wrong there, and maybe there is something I can do about it.
because I intend to, see!
And cars.
DOES one have to use metal? and metal is so hard on the hands,and so potential lethal, and anyway, running one person over when one can be busy ignoring gravity by going over-the-sound-barrier-type by avoiding all the sorry business of wheels, and all that?
I mean, I would like to do SOMETHING about these things, and it starts with the cahnge of attitude that is necessary.
if you only knew how many times I have been told that the reason why 'things are like this' is that they have 'always been like that', you would get discouraged, and THAT is the reaon why I have decided that i am NOT going to ... consult anyone about anything, and I will just take over the whole world and do as I see fit.
AFTER I kill off as many peopls as are enough to deter anyone from trying to mess with me again.
i am quite heartless, yess! But, see the thing is i have to be... practical... and there is NO way that i can do anything unless i become frozen hearted, and if that means i have to decimate the world to have my way, then so be it.
fuck, pain is... personal... and i am fed up with being ... dumped on, and having people tell me what amounts to
who-the-fuck-do-you-think-you-are statements, and, so, i have had to just have... people... in my life to remove for ever from my proximity people who thing that I 'owe' them something and so act as if there is NOTHING that can happen without them, and if these people are going to... die so that i can enjoy the things that are there without their corrupting... minds, then so be it, i can live with that.
Even if they themselves do NOT.
Which is why there are certain people that i... am convinced I can... tolerate... and which is why I will NOT have any more people.
Remember "Passenger 57" where the terrorist comes to the cockpit, and with a sidearm asks, "who is in charge?" and the pilot goes, "I am", and gets shot dead instantly and the guy asks again, "Who is in charge?" and then the co-pilot, quick off his feet goes, "YOU are" and the guy goes good and gives him new directions.
That may be inhumane, but it is... necessary, which is why, before i DO take over everything, I MUST make all this hurt, for everyone, just so that NO ONE ever again takes it into their heart to ... stop me... or in any way inhibit me.
Which is why I am starting with the, man in charge, and then i work, punctiliciously [does anyone use such words?] down the food chain till I get to even those roots that you thought could never be dug, like removing a tooth without anaesthetic.
I do NOT think much about wanting to dominate people, no, what i am interested in is having NO ONE stop me, and those who will end up with me... no exceptions... will have to do so because, primarily, everyone of them wants to be with me, and NOT because I drag anyone to be with me, so forget the thought that i will ever tow anyone to be with me. I do NOT care, and I repeat, I do NOT care, and the only thing is I may be... inclined to just tolerate someone simply because the person is obviously bothering herself about me, and anyway, i will NOT have to worry about washing my hands afterwards... something i confess i do NOT do, fuck, i am staying in a ...
You better tell em gwaan
wind up your waist better shoot dem gun
...
my king burn up anywhere, yeah yeah
I am a giant
I am an eagle
I am a lion down in the jungle
AND I outnumber you all ONE to billions
YEAHHHHH!
Anyway, this are wha' 're gwaan tomorrow:- I will have to have the assholes like those others all... die, although I am NOT yet THERE. NO. I will need a car, so what I am thinking, instead of turning car-thief, is that I will have the 'arresting weather' first, and then, when the assholes realise that I am... responsible, then I will get my hands on a car, and drive over to kill the 'greatest man alive' and then work my way down, as I said. i am still working on it, but HELL, NO way is the asshole going to get off the continent.
...
my king burn up anywhere, yeah yeah
I am a giant
I am an eagle
I am a lion down in the jungle
AND I outnumber you all ONE to billions
YEAHHHHH!
Anyway, this are wha' 're gwaan tomorrow:- I will have to have the assholes like those others all... die, although I am NOT yet THERE. NO. I will need a car, so what I am thinking, instead of turning car-thief, is that I will have the 'arresting weather' first, and then, when the assholes realise that I am... responsible, then I will get my hands on a car, and drive over to kill the 'greatest man alive' and then work my way down, as I said. i am still working on it, but HELL, NO way is the asshole going to get off the continent.
next time the plane gets off the ground from the Cape Town international, the World's Greatest will be at the controls.
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| I am an alien |
Fuck, the CHAMP is here!!!!
(Fuck, I found the song by J.J)Now, I... understand that what i am is simply... impossible... as people see it, but hey, I had God do the... incredible... on me before I was even aware, and NOW that I am fully... cognizant of myself, fully self aware, I have no... barriers... in front of me. I am aware that everything on the planet, EVERYTHING is fully... under my... control, and that NOTHING can ever be... impossible for me, regardless of what it is, and since i am a practical man, who wants to do practical things, I do NOT fear that anything i am out to do will be rendered impossible by anyone's interference, because, see, 'the difficult and incredible I do immediately, but the impossible i do a day later', and THAT is a promise.
(Fuck, I found the song by J.J)Now, I... understand that what i am is simply... impossible... as people see it, but hey, I had God do the... incredible... on me before I was even aware, and NOW that I am fully... cognizant of myself, fully self aware, I have no... barriers... in front of me. I am aware that everything on the planet, EVERYTHING is fully... under my... control, and that NOTHING can ever be... impossible for me, regardless of what it is, and since i am a practical man, who wants to do practical things, I do NOT fear that anything i am out to do will be rendered impossible by anyone's interference, because, see, 'the difficult and incredible I do immediately, but the impossible i do a day later', and THAT is a promise.
NOW, I guess the truth of what I am, of what I am capable of, is out there, and true to form, God dis promise with the Isaiah 6: 1-13 vision that 'seeing you will see, but NOT perceive, hearing you will hear, but not understand;- make the heart of this people callous and their ears hard of hearing, lest then turn to me,that i may save them, and so it is, people. FEAST your eyes NOW on your doom, and YOUR end, because the END of all your lives is in MY hand, and guess the end is here for you all
HUH!
