We are Double Dragon

If it was not for the fact that, when I got to the mountain last night, after walking all the way from wynberg, God started in on me with the words from this late, blind, zimbabwean musician where he -said musician- is complaining that what his child did was not good because hewanted to mix love and education, and as a result ended up with the lowest possible grades at "O" level, that is 'U's [for Ungraded];- well, if it was nt for that I would be saying at this moment 'let it rip' and turning my back on everyone and everything else except for my twenty-one.This is aimed at you, nicky?, and I want it to sink in to your ears, because you MUST know that having you anywhere in my life is NOT my idea, and if I could ignore your appeal, I would, and in fact, if it was NOT for the persistent pestering visions from God, I would hold you in the same contempt as I hold the rest of your motley family.
You want to know when I decided that yu were too much trouble to have around?
when I asked to find out what you reaction would be if I... ordered... you to prepare a place for me at your brother's house, and it was shown to me that you would wonder if that meant you would have to train me- house-break me- in order to be civilised, and that was when I knew just what you thought of me.
maybe you think being 'involved' with me is a  social come down, in which case, stay away from me. Maybe, even you are a university graduate, someone who holds a degree or several in certain disciplines,and you think it would be incumbent on you to make this street-rat acceptable. in a house.
Really?
i , unlike you,if that is what you are, deliberately fluffed my "A" level exams, at the time when getting anything wrong in any exam was a source of irritation for a perfectionist like myself,and when I had to, after having, despite not evn knowing at times what exam i was sitting for, gone way above average -since at home the best a person who has done math, physics and chemistry can do is become a doctor if he gets all 15 points, which are 3 'A's, and I did not want that- I went on anyway, under pressure from my mother, to a local university to spend four miserable years so that I could get an honours degree in computer science.
I sat through one lecture, and at the end of it I could have started teaching the lecturer himself, because I could 'see' where all this was going, and at the same time, I realised that,instead of there being any 'higher learning', all I saw reflected in the students faces was an eagerness to suck up to the lecturer's, get through therir modules and get the required passes and then be acceptable in the professional field.
Spending all that time so that one could regurgitate the acceptable stuff for a panel of pedantic 'keepers' of knowledge that someone else had to first discover by independent research, and then everyone else took as the bible of academic knowledge, like einstein's asinine Relativity Theory, where the speed of light is teh same whether something is moving away from the observer or towards the observer... well, that des not suitb me, thank you very much.
if you had any real brains, little one then you would sit down and let me teach you stuff, because I am not only an iconoclast, but I am an independent researcher, and right now, my focus is on not only finding the age of the earth for its own sake, but rather for me to, in the process, discover how it was that water ended up being found only on earth;- because I have not changed my mind about leaving here, I will be gone from this planet at the end of these seven years, and what I want is to be able to either reverse the status quo, about water on earth only, or find some means of breaking down the rocks of any planet I find myself on, so that I make water, and if I do so,  I would be able to generate the necessary other gasses, necessary liquids, like O2 and HNO3 just so that I can be able, for a while, to plant some trees and stuff and get fresh food; which is also another reason I want to delve into the origins of species;- the fauna, so that I will have the optimum plants for that.
So, from where i stand, comparing your intellect with mine is akin to  a tadpole, swimming in the water, matching itself to a person who not only made the fishbowl the tadpole is in, but can breathe air which the tadpole itself can not at the moment do.
I am way better than the best of you all, and I proved that, if you will open your eyes to see my other blog, and get your math experts to verify that.
And i am the only person who had the mental acumen to unravel the God-jesus-holy spirit mystery,and expose it as it is, and so, you STILL think that I need to be 'taught' anything by you, you little idiot?

Then, there is the red-head, and for a while now, I was aware of your mental state, and that is, I had a vision of me holding a new-born little girl, and slapping her on the forehead so that it was a bit flat -read between the lines- and the baby went on and on with the words of this very old song by some chick " if you ask me how I feel, O lord I feel sorry", and so, when I saw you, I knew that you were indeed remorseful about what you had done, with your friend,and it showed in that you were not wearing the same attire that she and you had shared, and somehow, it appears that you are doubtful that I would welcome you in my life, since I have said over and over again just how unforgiving I am, but see, yiu are female, and what happens when you exude the sorrow that you did when I saw you, you awaken something totally different in me, because by your attitude you pose no threat, and are so... attractive thereby that all i want to do is ... take you to bed, literally.
So,as soon as I  get miss i-know-everything nicky? to come down a notch to her senses, and do as I initially... ordered her, and prepare a place for me in her brother's house, you me and her, and the blonde if she has divested herslef of her irritating attachment, will have time to ourselves to get to know each other, but it will have to be brief because the only way I will get the other ... girls... to come my way over parental objection is by creating mayhem, and killing all the menfolk , as a start,  so, maybe it would be just two days, and the end will come, since I have... plans of my own

But, if anyone is still feeling very remorseful, then, please, ease your conscience by getting me a Nokia N-80. I want that phone.