I was arguing all the way, with God, that, see, this is... intolerable. I mean, look at the first girl I ever stayed weith, and ... took by force... to be mine, and I caught her looking at me the other day and she was glaring at me, she was very hostile, and took every opportunity she could to show me up and put me down, so how could I possibly expect that anyone esle whose... family... for example, I had destrpyed, would look at me any different?
OK, so I did NOT want her with me, and took her out of spite and because You had ... intervened...yeah, and because I was jealous of her attention to her son;- BUT the VOICE was there, so, if she could act LIKE THAT then, then these women can also act the same way, see?
And knife me in the back one day, or spit in my food, or any of these little things that would be designed to make my life miserable, yes?
I am better off without them, regardless of the fact that I... actualy find them easy on the eyes.
Guess what God's reply to that was?
A quote from a sone in which akon features, can't remember which it is but he goes:-
Dont drink dont smoke
thats why I am not at the bar baby...
And THAT was a direct response to the post I made earlier where I said that one cant drink where you serve in bar.
BUT, I never was servile to any of these people. The only people I can not lay my hands on are my parents, because I was just that at one time, so I can not really rear my head in their sight and have them cower before me, which is why I needed to leave, but I never bowed my knee to anyone else, since then, and when butt-head came, looked at me as an 'ordinary' black man, and acted so high-handed, and later, when he saw me in sun-valley, waved me over 'genially' and then when I ignored him, tried to act tough till I gave him the finger -at which the runt turned tail and would not even U-turn past me but took a side road- ... I guess the arsehole first learned that he was dealing with something 'different'.
SO, i can NOT say that I am turning the tables on the family when I... offer... the good-looking women of it the... chance... to come my way, or join the rest in payback, because the deciding factor in all these things is my... interest... and I AM interested, but NOT for much longer.
See, I figured out something, since indubitably God is the one doing the.. directing; all I do is say '?!' what I like and then He makes a way so that it is... achieved:- I have the US president coming my way, soon, but he definitely will NOT leave here. I needed, for a long time, a... reason... to take over everything, and whate better excuse than to have to humble the 'leading man' in the world and thus have the... validation... to 'acquire' everything else?
So, I will kill him here, take the plane and fly to alaska.
I intended to go personally, to collect the remaining two women, but... honestly... I have other pokers in the fire at the moment, and I am NOT inclined to destroying whole countries willy-nilly, as yet, while, maybe there may be something in them that is useful.
So, whoever is... left... as 'president' [and my mind is still set on the woman, I could never be... served by a man, that would be extreme provocation to me!]... of the US will have to remove the alaskans from the place, set it up nicely for me and get the two females to my place -this will give them a chance to choose for themselves whether to be with me or not- and vacate the place so that I just breeze in without any... assistance... from anyone.
As for the physical part of getting rid of people, of actualy killing people, I have a confession; maybe not a confession as such but just a realisation;- that I always assumed God would deny me the pleasure of killing His... creation, since, after all, He owns everything.
Yet He daily affirms that the ONE He wants 'here' is me, which is why everything, global or local, is being re-oriented in my ... favour.
I am capable of handling myself completely in a physical encounter, so I have no worries about that, all I want is the opportunity.
Wonder if the 'last president' -number 44, no less- of the United States of America will chicken out at the last moment!
That would be a pity, because this is NOT drone warfare where he picks up names out of a baseball cap and sends his machines to destroy the... target. This time his OWN neck is on the chopping block, and I am swinging a hefty sword down towards him, yessss!!
BUT, I never was servile to any of these people. The only people I can not lay my hands on are my parents, because I was just that at one time, so I can not really rear my head in their sight and have them cower before me, which is why I needed to leave, but I never bowed my knee to anyone else, since then, and when butt-head came, looked at me as an 'ordinary' black man, and acted so high-handed, and later, when he saw me in sun-valley, waved me over 'genially' and then when I ignored him, tried to act tough till I gave him the finger -at which the runt turned tail and would not even U-turn past me but took a side road- ... I guess the arsehole first learned that he was dealing with something 'different'.
SO, i can NOT say that I am turning the tables on the family when I... offer... the good-looking women of it the... chance... to come my way, or join the rest in payback, because the deciding factor in all these things is my... interest... and I AM interested, but NOT for much longer.
See, I figured out something, since indubitably God is the one doing the.. directing; all I do is say '?!' what I like and then He makes a way so that it is... achieved:- I have the US president coming my way, soon, but he definitely will NOT leave here. I needed, for a long time, a... reason... to take over everything, and whate better excuse than to have to humble the 'leading man' in the world and thus have the... validation... to 'acquire' everything else?
So, I will kill him here, take the plane and fly to alaska.
I intended to go personally, to collect the remaining two women, but... honestly... I have other pokers in the fire at the moment, and I am NOT inclined to destroying whole countries willy-nilly, as yet, while, maybe there may be something in them that is useful.
So, whoever is... left... as 'president' [and my mind is still set on the woman, I could never be... served by a man, that would be extreme provocation to me!]... of the US will have to remove the alaskans from the place, set it up nicely for me and get the two females to my place -this will give them a chance to choose for themselves whether to be with me or not- and vacate the place so that I just breeze in without any... assistance... from anyone.
As for the physical part of getting rid of people, of actualy killing people, I have a confession; maybe not a confession as such but just a realisation;- that I always assumed God would deny me the pleasure of killing His... creation, since, after all, He owns everything.
Yet He daily affirms that the ONE He wants 'here' is me, which is why everything, global or local, is being re-oriented in my ... favour.
I am capable of handling myself completely in a physical encounter, so I have no worries about that, all I want is the opportunity.
Wonder if the 'last president' -number 44, no less- of the United States of America will chicken out at the last moment!
That would be a pity, because this is NOT drone warfare where he picks up names out of a baseball cap and sends his machines to destroy the... target. This time his OWN neck is on the chopping block, and I am swinging a hefty sword down towards him, yessss!!
